Poem eighteen

Unknown forgiveness

You forgotten what you did my friend

It was a rotten thing you did to me

To make me feel isolated from myself

To make me feel my skin melt from inside my soul

To make me normal to the strange of your painful ideas

But time have flown by you

And memories had hidden in our brains

But the difference between me and you

My memories wasn’t dead but you

Was dead and buried in your own soul

And now I can’t blame you for your rotten thoughts

It was normal for you but now

Angry tears fall from my brain

Sad hopeful friendship may begin

One sided forgiveness

I forgive you

You weren’t a monster

You were a friend who did something horrible that will not haunt you

My forgiveness will haunt me ever time I see you

I will never tell you the untold forgiveness

But I will suffer for it

But you will never know my best friend