Shove Me Away (Poem)

@trueconfidant123  I will probably write more in the future.  I recently resigned from my job, and I will need to get a new one.  If I don't, for some reason, I might not be able to afford the internet.  If that happens, then I probably won't be posting anymore poems.  So right now that is on my mind.  Also my poetry comes straight from my emotions, and sometimes spirituality.  This particular poem was written about an individual that I thought liked me.  They flirted with me, but wasn't consistent otherwise.  I always had a hard time figuring out where we stood with each other's company.  That is why I often wondered if maybe they just liked to play me.  But why???  They are no longer in my life but I still wonder why.  What did they want from me?  One day I thinking about this, and hurting in my heart.  That was when I came up with this poem.  Just trying to get it out of me.