The buzzing within ones head.

Why does a sudden buzzing acquire before a crash.

It's the mind saying it's done for the day and starts to crash they say.

But in my mind the buzzing is a ever lasting sound. When the silence meets the morning eyes.

When the buzzing continues the sound so dormant yet so loud.

Tick tock tick tock. Is when my brain cries out like a clock.

The beeping of noise chanting.

Before a nightmare approaches and leaves me hurt and clueless. Before he reaches me and ruins my life again.

The sin of blood dripping down my wrists red and beautiful as I pray to the gods. To take me alive to take my heart and give it away.

The sin of beauty, yet Aphrodite blesses me with life.

My body once pure turned red and rotten after the depths of hel reached me. The sins of others coat my white skin in a thick layer of skin. Tough skin doesn't mean playing nice.

This stage holds one of another one of ones eyes that speak words of wisdom, cold grey eyes that tell a story of pain. Red hair that would leave others speachless and yearning for my natural hair. The way they wanna kiss and take my color leaving me blank with thoughts of hate and violence. Yet I'm living in a body that does not feel like it belongs to me

Is this the end of my time sixteen with no where to go? Maybe I will know. Time runs quick when chasing the hare.

The river of dreams ran thick with nightmares, the memories are flooded. And blurry.

-Clown26 05/28/26