Thoughts
Will I ever be enough?
It's a question I whisper
To myself
Every single day
My mind is never quiet—
A crowded room of thoughts
Celling me
You did that wrong,
You chose the wrong path,
You are the problem.
Blame follows me
Like a shadow
That never fades.
So many negative echoes
Living inside my head.
And sometimes I pause
And wonder—
What if all of this
Exists only in my mind?
And for whom
Am I trying so hard
To be e enough?
In the end,
When the noise settles
. And the world steps back,
The only one left with me
Is me.
So why do I keep
Fighting myself
Like I am my own enemy?
@cutegrapes
Honest.
Raw.
Vulnerable.
Thanks for sharing.
You've a good way of being reflective in your writing and yes, you are absolutely enough 🩷🤗
@Amanda84 thank you so muchh💗
@cutegrapes
A pleasure 🤗🩷
@cutegrapes
Will I ever be enough? -> Yes, you will be for ppl who can afford and want you.
It's a question I whisper
To you
You don't wish your mind to be quiet cause only concious ppl able to think.
Blaming yourself will never get things done, taking responsibility and start fixing is good for you.
Cause you have wish to be wanted and you dream it was true.
you are fighting yourself to telling yourself, it is what you want but the reality is not only about what you want but what you could afford. So, learn to adjust yourself.
Breath and say what you really want and accepthing the reality now.
You shouldn't wish it cause you can't afford it.
If it was too much for you to handle at night then embrace that feelings and thoughs and fulfill your heart desire with your fantasy, dream and wish you could have and when your heart desire is being fulfill then being realistic enough.
There is a time and place for everything.