Self-Harm Recovery Check-In - Friday, October 16, 2020

Check-In Questions
1) How are you feeling?
2) What is going well for you?
3) What is not going well for you?
4) Describe yourself in three or fewer words
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1) How are you feeling?
I'm feeling ok. Something happened yesterday that brought back some ugly memories, so I woke up feeling really hurt and ashamed. But that picture of the little pufferfish helped, and I like being here, so it's getting better.
2) What is going well for you?
I find lots of support and love here, so that's been really helpful.
3) What is not going well for you?
I'm feeling lonelier than ever in class, and school is always stressful
4) Describe yourself in three or fewer words
Not giving up
Hello @honestpanda81
I'm glad you are feeling okay. I'm glad the photo was helpful <3 I'm sorry that you were triggered and are feeling lonely. Would you like to talk about what triggered you? I'm glad you are finding love and support here! I also love your self-description <3
Thank you for checking in, stay safe!
@SnailPurple
We were talking about something that hit really close to home in class. I had managed to bury all the hurt before that, and I genuinely thought I was over it, but when everyone started talking about it all the bad memories and pain came rushing back.
I wish I was stronger. I wish I could just get over it, and stop feeling like that. It's just so difficult sometimes
Hiii! Thank you so much for your check-ins and dedication! That fish is very cute <3 AOTD:
1) How are you feeling?
I feel very good right now - there is very long time since I feel any urge to self-harm, I must admit :D I calmed down these days very much.
2) What is going well for you?
I have so many inspirations these days!
3) What is not going well for you?
I need to improve my health way more.
4) Describe yourself in three or fewer words
Caring, loving, fighting.
Hello @inventiveAcai3503
I'm glad you are feeling good and have not had urges to self-harm in a while! What has been inspiring you lately? I also need to improve my health more, I'm sure we can do it though :D I love your descriptions <3
Thank you for checking in, stay safe!
@SnailPurple oh Lord, I am inspired by so many things these days :D but the most inspiration to my writings I took from Ghost of Tsushima, Batman, Batman Ninja, Batman Arkham Knight and games STALKER.
Let's improve our health! Wish you the best of luck in thattt <3
1. Right now im feeling better than how i was feeling earlier
2. nothing much, i went to the park with my brother and my parents today and it kinda made me sad but it was fun
3. school has me stressed, and also i dont really care about myself and am not taking care of myself as much as i should because i feel unmotivated to do anything and have been feeling either like the queen of the world or a peice of usless crap
4. confused, and eh
Hello @wee999
I'm glad you are feeling better! What made going to the park sad? It sounds like you have been struggling to find motivation for schoolwork and self-care. I know it can be hard to feel this way, but I promise it will get better. Take deep breaths and take small steps. I know you can do it <3
@SnailPurple
Thank you for your support. It made me sad because i felt like a little girl who didnt have to worry about anything, and could just live her life as a child. I had an ok childhood up untill the day i turned 6, where a year later i was sexually abused for a week by a man in my family. My mom never believed me and still doesent beleive me to this day. i told my aunt and my aunt was the one who actually did anything about it. That man ruined my childhood and going to the park made me remeber everything when it was ok.