Self-Harm Recovery Daily Check In: Friday April 5th, 2019
Heya lovelies!
Well its Friday again, almost the end of another week!

Here's a little reminder, because it's always good to be reminded that we're doing a good job after all, we always are when we're doing the best we can!
💗 How are you doing today?
💗 Are there some things youve been struggling with lately?
💗 Do you have any plan for the weekend or upcoming days? (things to do or goals youd like to set)
Have a lovely day and stay strong! Hugs for everyone who wants them! ❤️
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@LinearWaves Hey, How are you?
I like the little dog.
Tired, there's a surprise, didn't sleep last night. It's way early here so today just started. I'm hoping it's a good day. It's supposed to rain though, that always depresses me. Not good with rainy dreay days.
Struggling with the usual. Sleep, anger, urges. Had a dentist appointment the other day, that caused some problems because of the no touching thing. But the dentist know's how I am, and is pretty cool about dealing with it. No cavities though.
Not sure, I'm working on a few things, projects I'd like to get a little further. I was hoping to get the garden a little farther but with the rain today, it's going to make everything muddy. Other than that, Doc later today, and group tomorrow. Always checking out new music.
Hope you have a good weekend, Take care
@mytwistedsoul
Hey ! Im okay thanks for asking !
I hope the day turned out well, despite the lack of sleep. Do you manage to still rest a bit even if you dont really sleep? Yeah rainy days can be a bit depressing, I like to still go out sometimes though, and just walk or run under the rain, it all feels pretty different when it rains, maybe its something you could try one of these days so you see rain differently? But without catching a cold haha!
Yay for no cavities! Im glad your dentist is understanding and takes care about that. About sleep, its pretty dumb so it may not be enough, but maybe its still worth the try? I used to struggle to fall asleep as well, I still do sometimes but well, what usually helps me is lavender, this smell is known to help for sleep. I dont know if youve ever tried it?
Yeah rain and gardening are not exactly super compatible, but the good thing is that it waters the plants! I hope all your things planned go well! Take care and have a good weekend <3
Hi @LinearWaves !! How are you??
I could be better. Today is the very last day of classes, which is a plus but I feel worn out from the semester. I'm tired and I just want to go home. However, just because classes are over doesn't mean there's no work to be done. Finals are coming up and I still need to study for those.
I'm really struggling with sleep. It's starting to affect other aspects of my life and I'm an emotional wreck. I was planning on telling my crush I liked them this week but I think it's best that I didn't because I feel so many feelings when I'm with them and I don't think things would turn out well if I told them in my current state haha
One goal I have right now is just make it through finals. After than, it's fins a job, but for now it's still school.
I gotta go to class soon. Take care!!
@CentreMid
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@LinearWaves
Lack of sleep has been due to finishing assignments, but they're all done now haha. And thanks for the encouragement, really need it rn haha :)
@LinearWaves a kid at school gave me an anti cutting ad that he made and it kinda scared me because no one knows about that but I realized he was just trying to be nice.
I went to my first track meet and I was there forever. We left school on the bus at 3:30 and I was there until 9. I left early with my aunt so everyone else was there longer.
My cousin who moved pretty far away last year just came back and I'm going to see him this weekend.
I'm going to a close by city with my aunt which isn't really that big but its a lot bigger than I used to so I'm hoping to have fun.
@LinearWaves
Hey, I hope youre having a good day, I wish the best for you.
💗How are you doing?
If Im being honest, not too good, I thought I was bad last week but this week has been worse. My self esteem has dropped so low its basically none existent now. I failed my math exam and thats fueled my self hatred, Im going to start cutting my thighs again, I stopped for a few days but its back now.
💗Are there some things youve been struggling with lately?
Ive been struggling a lot with keeping my friendship with this one friend of mine. Weve had a few fights in the last week and its exhausting trying to keep everything together, I feel like if I say one thing wrong shes going to leave.
💗Do you have any plans for the weekend or upcoming days? (Things to do or goals youd like to set)
I need to correct one of my papers for math class, and get ready for my choir concert in May. I have to study for my History test and get ready for my state exam thats on Tuesday. Im beyond stressed about next week, and I have choir rehearsal until 5 today.
Hello @LinearWaves, hope you are well? :D
How are you doing today?
I'm a lot better. I have gotten out of the mental hospital yesterday, and I feel a lot better. I haven't self-harmed since like... sunday, when I got into the hospital.
So I feel a lot better. Like a lot. I don't feel suicidal anymore, and tomorrow I'm gonna try to ride my bike a little, to see if I really feel better. Bc it feels like I do, but I can't be sure until I have ridden my bike and are curtain that I won't jump in front of a truck or somehting like that. Just gonna go for a short ride at a place with as few cars as possible.
Looking forward to try it out, bc I have really missed riding my bike. I love doing it and feel empty if I don't do it.
Are there some things you