Self-Harm Recovery Daily Check In: Friday, February 1rst, 2019
Heya everyone! Im really happy to be back for Fridays check ins, so I can hear from you all ❤️

I saw this picture and thought I just had to share it! It's an important message to keep in mind that yes, sometimes we can break and feel broken for some time, but it is temporary and there's a lot of small things that can help us progressively feel better, step by step.
💜 How are you doing today? 💜
💜 If there have been some, what are the ups and downs of the day/week? 💜
💜 As on the picture, what are some things that you can think about that help you heal/feel better? 💜
Also if you'd like to think about it : 💜 Do you have any goal you'd like to achieve in February? 💜
I can't wait to hear from you! Take good care of yourselves and don't forget that you're all amazing ❤️
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@LinearWaves Hey How are you?
Not having a good day here. Thinking, nervous, dark thoughts, urges
Made an appointment with a therapist yesterday. Worried and nervous about that.
I'm hoping that helps with the feeling better part.
I'd like to be able to go somewhere without feeling like I'm gonna have a heart attack.
Nice to see you again, take care
I had a good day at work, but it was kind of crazy and I came home and napped immediately... lol. I feel really overwhelmed and out of control with food realted issues, and I don't really have any idea how to fix it. It doesn't seem the same as Harm at all. I at least know what I *should* do when it's harm related. I made a therapy intake appt with another person today and will see them Monday. Hopefully it goes better than the last. I hate starting therapy all over again, but I'm trying to be optimistic.
💜
I am not sure what I need in order to heal and feel better but... I do hope to see family this weekend and going for walks helps me to de-stress. I will also work on my journal which I find enjoyable.
@RabbitTangerine
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@LinearWaves
Thanks for the reply. <3
Things kind of spiraled suddenly last night. I hope my intake appt goes well, because it's hard seeing no one right now. I just... don't feel like I can trust myself to make safe decisions. I feel frustratingly conflicted about harming. I'm scared to do worse, but also constantly preoccupied by the idea of it. I'm trying to do healthy and relazing things today. I'm baking bread and I cleaned some and I am working in an artistic journal and I have candles lit. I just... it happened so suddenly last night. I don't feel like I can trust myself.
@RabbitTangerine
(very sorry for my late reply, things got hectic!)
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@LinearWaves
Oh! You're a listener! :) Thanks for the offer. I'm watching the superbowl (USA) today with the family. My gf is also struggling a lot and feeling suicidal. idk. i really hope the appt goes well. If not, maybe I can just go back to my old counselor. I know we can't meet very often but he is a great fit and really helpful even tho we can only meet every month or two... :/ I hope you're doing ok too.
I have been clean for two years but it
Hey @Gothqueen21 ! Thank you for sharing, I'm really proud of you for being 2 years clean, that's amazing! But yeah, I totally get you, being clean doesn't mean that the fight is over... What do you find helpful to fight usually?
Take care of yourself <3