Self-Harm Recovery Daily Check-In: Friday June 5, 2020
Good morning everyone! I know it is easy to focus on the negative things, especially with everything going on right now. While there are many negative things in the world, there are positive things to look forward to everyday <3
Check-in questions:
How are you feeling?
What is one thing going well for you?
What is one thing not going well for you?
What was your least favorite food as a child? Do you still hate it or do you love it now?
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@SnailPurple
Hi sweet lumachina viola :) How are you?
How are you feeling? Uhm, not very well to be honest. I have been crying a lot. There is lots of sadness, and grief.
What is one thing going well for you? I made a list of things I have to do and I have accomplished a few things today.
What is one thing not going well for you? I am a child trapped in an adult's body. I look at myself in the mirror and I don't recognize myself. It's very difficult.
What was your least favorite food as a child? Do you still hate it or do you love it now? Spinach. Just the smell made me sick. I still hate them!
Hello @admaiorasemper
I'm doing fine, thank you :) I'm sorry you aren't well <3 I hope you start to feel better soon. If you need to chat with a listener, please don't hesitate to reach out to one :) I'm glad you were able to get some stuff done though! Way to persevere :D Spinach is gross >.<
Thank you for checking-in, stay safe!
How are you feeling?
Kinda neutral I guess. With dread looming in the background.
What is one thing going well for you?
I'm sober. I haven't actively self harmed in a while. So that's two.
What is one thing not going well for you?
Lots. In most areas stuff isn't right.
What was your least favorite food as a child? Do you still hate it or do you love it now?
Olives. I couldn't stand the taste or texture as a child. They would load my plate up giving me some even when I asked not to have any. Then say you took it you have to eat it. Then I would remind them I didn't load my plate and asked not to have any. Then they would say I was being a little sh!t or a smart azz. It's not like it's a staple or a base of a dish. It's more like a garnish than people eat. It gets its nasty juice on everything. They are poisonous unless prepared properly. Have you ever had a bugger in your nose but it wasn't the time to blow it or you didn't have a handkerchief or something. Than later inhaled and got that in your mouth? That's the texture. 🤮 I can handle some of the flavor and if it's chopped up really fine and I don't notice the texture. But if either get very much I will gag.
Hello @Flornhope
I'm glad you are sober and not hurting yourself <3 I know it can be hard to do this, but I'm proud of you for pushing through. I hope everything sorts itself and works well for you :)
Thank you for checking in, stay safe!
@SnailPurple Thank you. I don't give myself much credit for anything. And as far as continuing I'm like corn. No matter how much dukie I'm in I will come out whole on the other side. Bummer is I have to be in dukie.
@SnailPurple
How are you feeling?
Depressed
What is one thing going well for you?
I was able to write today. It's been a long time since I've written anything.
What is one thing not going well for you?
I am having trouble sleeping.
What was your least favorite food as a child? Do you still hate it or do you love it now?
Black eye peas and I still hate them.
Hello @RedHawk6547
I'm sorry you are feeling depressed <3 I hope you can get some better sleep soon. I'm glad you were able to write though! What do you like to write?
Thank you for checking in, stay safe!
@SnailPurple
I like to write poetry. Today is going better. Sleep is still an issue but I am able to rest some during the day so that helps.
@SnailPurple
How are you feeling?
Calm today. Got to see some friends, and it was so nice.
What is one thing going well for you?
Finding support and enjoying friendship
What is one thing not going well for you?
Self harm is getting worse as I have another visit with my abuser coming up. Just nervous about what will happen.
What was your least favorite food as a child? Do you still hate it or do you love it now?
Pot roast. Idk. It's just nasty
Hello @FigureskatingEquestrian
I'm glad you are feeling calm :) Seeing friends and getting support is a wonderful thing <3 I'm sorry your self-harm is getting worse though. I'm sure you have the power to push through it though <3 Good luck with your abuser, if you need support please reach out. We are here for you <3