Self-Harm Recovery Daily Check In: Friday March 15th, 2019
Heya amazing people!
Its the end of another week, which I hope went well for you!
Wellll look at that! This cute dog is blessing you day, so it can't go wrong! 🤞
👉 How are you today? 👈
👉 Is there something you'd like to share? (anything, a song, a thought, something you're proud of, something you're struggling with, something you learned, something you love, anything at all!) 👈
👉 Do you have any plan for the weekend?👈
Take care of your precious selves ❤️
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Heyo! 
I'm doing okay-ish today I suppose. My heads kinda in like 5000 difference places at once but today is my last 2 exams for March, which is good.
'proud' isn't a term I usually say to myself because I don't like praising myself xD But I suppose, I do feel relieved that I made it to Friday, even if that sounds like exaggeration. There have been a few days this week I genuinley thought I was going to give in, yet I haven't and I kept moving forward even though I didn't really want to.
As of now, I think my main struggle is pressure to hide myself, I've been told a lot of things recently, such as events I'm invited to which requires me to hide anything that might be revealed through clothes, like dresses. If I can bring myself to show up anyways.
Something you love: I had to add this, 
kiwi!!
I don't really have any plans for the weekend, I have 'homework' from my counsellor but that takes motivation I don't have heheh.
I hope your okie,
Take careo! ♡
@LinearWaves
@Littleblu
Hi ! Its always good to take that youre doing okay-ish today, I hope the ish disappeared during the day :p Also I hope the exams will go / went well! *crossing my fingers*
Naaaah its not an exaggeration at all, I think its good to be proud of small victories like that! And for what its worth, Im really proud of you for making it to Friday without giving in!
Why do you feel the need to hide, if you dont mind me asking? I wasnt sure to understand why sorry so I prefer to ask so I dont say anything wrong!
Kiwi as in the fruit or the bird? Both are so cute!
Hahaha motivation can be hard to find yeah, I hope you manage to gather a bit! I find that setting it as a goal can help me stay motivated, like, I tell myself that okay, Ill take one hour to really get to it so that its done and then I can reward myself with a show or anything. I dont know if that can help!
Thanks for checking in, take care <3
I passed a driving exam so Im soooooo relieved! :D thought why not share the news xD I thought I was going to fail, and I cried A LOT. But I had a nice testing officer, and the drive felt more like a chilled chatty drive. Im very happy. ❤️
@rebecca947 OMG Congratulations! That's amazing, I'm happy for you <3 Keep it up
@rebecca947
Woooohoooooo so happy for you and proud of you!!! That's such an amazing news, thanks for sharing it! I remember I didn't believe my teacher when she called me to tell me I got it hahaha! Anyway, congratsssss again! But drive safe! <3
@LinearWaves Hey How are you?
I'm sort of... meh.. Still can't sleep, sort of feel like I'm losing my mind. For some reason I have my guard up. Like something's coming. I've been doing a little work. Started getting the green house ready for whenever the weather breaks. Working on a coffee table and a book shelf. Sort of fried my lungs yesterday. Had a mask on, felt like I couldn't breathe with it on so, off it went. Bad idea.
Found some new music by The Score. Miracle is awesome. I feel like I could use a miracle myself. Stronger is pretty good too. Actually I like all their stuff. You should check them out, if you feel like it. It's not country, lol! Appointment with head shrinker today. Been writting alot. Some of it kind of turned into poetry.
Not sure about the weekend. Group therapy tomorrow. Which, I don't know, there are some people there that might be a bad influence. Not quite sure what to do about it.
Have a good weekend...Take care
@mytwistedsoul
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@LinearWaves It's frustrating. Although alot of things get done. So I guess that's a positive side to it.
Exactly! I actually had a good appointment and feel better than I did. But there's still that, nervous, waiting whatever thing. I'm not sure what to do about it either. We actually had thunderstorms tonight! In March, this has been a weird winter.
I'm glad you like them. They're all good, but that's just my opinion.
Yeah but the writting goes goes warped and wonky. Get's dark..twisted. Like me Lol!
I hope you have a good weekend, take care
@mytwistedsoul
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@LinearWaves I just woke up and I'm at my grandparents so I'm hoping it's a good day. No school today which is nice because I needed a break. Last night when I was trying to go to sleep I started crying and I couldn't stop thinking about the people in my life that have passed away and the people I never even got to meet.
@LooneyArtimus
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