Self-Harm Recovery Daily Check-In: Monday, January 20th, 2020
Heya lovely people! Its a new week starting and I hope itll be great for you all!
I cant wait to hear from you!

How are you feeling today?
Is there any struggle or highlight youd like to share with us?
Is there a goal youd like to set for yourself this week or something youd like to focus on?
Take good care of your amazing selves, Im sending hugs for those who want it x
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@LinearWaves hi. Hope you are well 
How are you feeling today?
I'm good. I have been working out almost all day, bc I slept until over 12, and I had to get up and busy to get it all done, lol. But I got to get all my bikerides, my walks and my trip to the gym. I almost didn't go to the gym, bc my legs hurt, but then I shook myself uo and told myself to not be a baby about it, and just do it. And I did it! Well, yes, my legs hurt a bit, but it actually got better than before the trip to the gym, so that's a bonus!
Is there any struggle or highlight youd like to share with us?
I have had a hard time pulling myself together and do stuff today. But I ended up doing stuff anyway, and feeling really good about it. I have just been soooo demotivated today, but I got everything done, so I'm good. I actually met my boxing-trainer too, and she told me that I was really active, so I'm happy. Being called active is the best part of my day today actually 
Is there a goal youd like to set for yourself this week or something youd like to focus on?
I have set this goal with my writing group like... getting my novel finished by thursday, so that will be my goal here too, I guess. Makes sense to me anyway. OH! And work out every day until sunday would be good too.
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Heya !
Its great that you managed to get everything you wanted done despite sleeping in ! That way you both got the sleep and the things in your to-do list lol Its also great that you were able to push yourself, I find it to be a really good thing to know your limits, as in, to know when its okay to push yourself and when to just drop it. Because its sure that sometimes were just demotivated but at the end of the day, we can gather some motivation and do lots of things! Also, I totally agree with your boxing trainer, with all your bike rides, your working out and your writing projects, you sounds really active and full of energy!
Thats a really cool goal! I wish you good luck for it! As for working out every day, do you plan on switching activities between bike rides, the gym, boxing and other, so you can alternate and let some of your muscles rest in between sessions? Or not particularly?
Take care and thanks for checking in x
@LinearWaves Hey - How are you?
Honestly - Idk - mostly depressed today with some anxiety. A few urges that have been kind of strong but I've been distracting.
I think at the moment - I'm struggling with alot of self hatred. I just don't really like myself right now.
It's nice to see you - take care
I'm not great. I relapsed today, I've relapsed before but today was pretty bad. I just haven't been having a good day in general. I've been stress eating which is causing me a lot of guilt, which then makes me want to eat more, and I've been crying a lot and I feel guilty about that because I have a lot of things I need to get done and being upset about it isn't going to help anything. And I've still got a ton of school work to catch up on and then I have dance and rehersal for a show tonight. I'm stressed and tired and crying a lot.
Hey @LinearWaves ! Happy(ish) Monday!
I'm kind of okay today.
I told Redmark this yesterday, but my city is still in a state of emergency because we had a record-breaking blizzard over the past few days. The roads are still blocked and people are literally shovelling mazes throught the snowbanks to get to their homes. The governmet is only opening grocery stores for food and emergency supplies for certain/limited hours of the day, no fast food chains/other kinds of stores are allowed to open. The airport and gas stations are shut down, and the gas stations that ARE open are only allowed to sell to emergency vehichles like ambulances or fire trucks. Nobody can get into the city either because roads are so terrible. My house only got our electricity back yesterday evening. The provincial government contacted the federal government and they sent some military personel over to help with the cleanup.
I think this week will be focused mostly on getting as much schoolwork as I can done. I know there is only so much that I can do since the university is shut down as well, but if I can get everything I have here done then I should be okay for when classes start up again.
Anyways, I have to go. Please take care! :)