Self-Harm Recovery Daily Check In: Saturday February 02, 2019
Hey amazing community!
How are you doing today?
What is your favourite month of the year and why?
Anything else you want to share with us?
You're awesome just for trying, you do not have to be perfect at everything. Even trying something and it going wrong is taking that step forwards. It is better to try something and to fail and to learn something from it than to not try and learn nothing, just sitting on the "what if's" Go for any dream you have little steps - you're amazing people!!
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@bear228 Hey How are you?
I'm eh, doing ok. Keeping busy. Nervous, trying not to talk myself out of this appointment. There's a whole lot of what if's in my arguements. Ya know?
July definately. In the middle of summer. So you know theres still time before autumn.
Take care, Have a good weekend.
@mytwistedsoul
Hey! I am well thank you. I understand the what if's they are super challenging to go through. Maybe a table of the pros and cons might help! Aim to make as many pros for the cons you have if not mroe pros! This might help with your decision!! Yes nice July is great! Have a good weekend too!!
@bear228 I'm glad to hear you're well! I'm sorry for being a pest.
That pro/con list was the first thing I did. I asked them about their procedure for certain things and they said they don't just say you go and then you go. You know what I mean? I guess, they wouldn't lie about something like that would they? I mean they can't or maybe shouldn't. That wouldn't exactly start things out in a good way. I don't know. Guess that sounds stupid. Thank you
@mytwistedsoul
Hey! You're not a pest at all!!!! You have every right to be in this community and to share things - you're not being a pest by getting support 
I want you to know that the self-harm recovery community will always be a welcoming open door for you. I'm glad it is something that you have already tried, that's great that you gave it a go. I am a little confused bt this bit: " they don't just say you go and then you go." but nothing that you have said sounds stupid.
@bear228 Hey, How are you?
You had suggested to ask them what their procedure is for, if you need a safer place. I did and they said that you have to be a harm to yourself (suicide) or a harm to others. Or if they need to have you some place where it's easier to regulate your meds. Which (suicide) No, I mean it's a fleeting thought occasionally but then she win's. A harm to others, again no, another fleeting thought but I'm not spending my life in jail. Not for her. And I don't take any meds. That's the they don't just say you go and then you go. They can't just commit you. The logical part of me says that's true, the illogical part disagree's. I know it's a trust thing, because I don't trust anyone. I'd like to but I've never, it's never worked out for me.
It was suggested to at least go and check it out and then take it from there. That I can walk away if it's not for me or I can find someone else if that's what I want.
I want to set up a no contact order, I'm hoping this therapist can kind of help guide me with this. After the last visit from the Red Queen, it's messed me up pretty good. I don't know if I can survive another visit. It's bad enough she's in my head now.
Thank you for talking with me. Sorry this is so long. Take care!
