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Self-Harm Recovery Daily Check In: Saturday, June 15th, 2019

User Profile: redmark
redmark June 15th, 2019

Happy Saturday every-amazing-one! I have really missed you all heart

I am sorry about last Saturday, I was really sick and not been able to post here as usual >.<

How are you feeling today? :)

How has this past two weeks been for you? Do you have anything you would like to share about it? :)

Have you got to practice any self-care lately? Do you maybe have something planned? :)

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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul June 15th, 2019

@redmark Hey How are you? I'm sorry to hear that you've been sick. I hope you've been feeling better. I blame the crazy weather we've been having. I'm just getting over a cold myself.

Today - Idk - my head's pretty busy. Think - think - think. About everything, about nothing.

The past two weeks have just been all over the place. A twisted emotional roller coaster. I'd really like for this ride to stop or maybe just level out. I'm getting tired of these ups and downs. I did get a carving done - a turtle, lol! Plus I put that coffee table together finally. Started working on a tower and a desk.

Self care hasn't been going to good either. I've kind of been slacking on everything. Either the weather's horrible or I'm depressed and lacking any motivation or anxiety has me worried about everything. Idk - I told myself I'd be productive today so we'll see how that goes.

It's nice to see you again. Take care

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User Profile: redmark
redmark OP June 15th, 2019

Hey there @mytwistedsoul *offering safe hugs* (just in case, no pressure)

It is always really nice to hear from you around here! heart

Oh, yep, that crazy ever-changing weather has got me as well sadly. I am getting out of the cold as well tho, thank you for asking, I hope you will get better soon as well :)

Oh...that sounds pretty exhausting.

I know that it can be really hard when your mind and ffelings are just not giving you break but I am glad to hear that you have been able to find at least a little bit of a release in your creative works and that you have got that cofee table done. Also, that turtle sounds really nice as well. I like turtles ^-^

Weather can definitely have an effect as well on this. I mean, I do hope that the weather will start to get better for you soon. Here actually it has turned for the better and seems to be really nice and hot and sctually "summery" here - maybe a bit too hot even :P

Also, if there is anything we may be able to help you with we are always here for you as well. You are not alone in this. We can get through this together. I believe in you :)

....also also, any songs? :)

Stay awesome! heart

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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul June 15th, 2019

@redmark I'm glad you're feeling better. I'm feeling better than I did. Thank you

I think everyone likes turtles. This one's made out of cedar, but tbh I've never carved a turtle before. I mean you can tell for sure it's a turtle - we're our own worst critics I suppose.

I hope the weather gets nice and stays nice soon too. One day's it's 60 with rain and wind. The next it's 80.

Thank you - I hope you have a good weekend. Take care

Odd Palace - The Unknown Timeless - Break By Design

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User Profile: ItsReganingRain
ItsReganingRain June 15th, 2019

Past two weeks? Stressful. Today? Birthday. Presents. Gravity Falls merch.

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User Profile: redmark
redmark OP June 15th, 2019

Hey there @ItsReganingRain *hugs* (if you are okay with it)

It is always really nice to hear from you around here! heart

I am sorry to hear that you have had such a stressful time but I do hope that you will be able to just relax and enjoy your birthday now :)

I mean, Happy Birthday to you here as well and yay for Gravity Falls! ^-^ - Do you know the show Hilda? - It has kind of a Gravity Falls vibe, although not that much of an overarching mistery but more of just pure wholesomeness in a misterious world. :)

Stay awesome! heart

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User Profile: ItsReganingRain
ItsReganingRain June 15th, 2019

@redmark Thanks! I don't know the show, but I'll check it out! *hugs back*

Vwdb zhlug!

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User Profile: PurpleSnail
PurpleSnail June 15th, 2019

I'm glad you are feeling better @redmark! We really missed you here heart

This past two weeks have been ok. I had a bed day yesterday but today is better. As for selfcare, I will be taking a walk today.

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User Profile: redmark
redmark OP June 15th, 2019

Hey there @PurpleSnail *hugs* (if you are okay with it)

It is always really nice to hear from you around here! heart

Thank you! I am glad to be back, I have missed this place as well :)

I am sorry to hear that you have had such a bad day yesterday but I hope that you will be able to recharge now through this weekend. I mean, a walk sounds really nice to just get some fresh air and relax for sure ^-^

Stay awesome! heart

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User Profile: porter2927
porter2927 June 16th, 2019

How are you feeling today?
Not the best, my depression and anxiety have made today extremely hard.
How has this past two weeks been for you?
Not bad, but not the best.
Have you got to practice any self-care lately?

i have tried but ya.

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User Profile: redmark
redmark OP June 16th, 2019

Hey there @porter2927 *hugs* (if you are okay with it)

We are really glad to have you here with us! heart

Oww, I am sorry to hear that you are feeling like that. It can certainly be hard when anxiety and/or depression just gets a hold on you as it can really make everything just that much harder and tiring.

I want you to know that you are not alone in this tho. If there is anything we may be able to help you with or you would just like to vent we would be glad to listen :)

Either way, I do hope that you will be able to relax and recharge a little bit through the weekend :)

Stay awesome! heart

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User Profile: EvilRegalsReadToo
EvilRegalsReadToo June 17th, 2019

@redmark hi! :D

How are you feeling today? :)
I'm good. I have had a pretty stressful weekend, as I had tot go to a Baptism (and I hate going to church, sigh), and had to travel across the country to get to it. So we traveled saturday morning, and got there after hours before dinner. Quite a long trip I think, even though it was like... 3 hours or something like that.
We stayed at some family's place, with like four smaller kids, and that made me tired quite a lot. Generally I don't like children, and they make me real' tired. So I was happy to go home the next day, even though we where home at 19-20 o'clock. And today I got to go to my grandma's place to help her out with something with my aunt and her new home. Kind of boring, but I always love to help my grandma.

How has this past two weeks been for you? Do you have anything you would like to share about it? :)
Weird. I have become a lot less stressed out, and I don't self-harm as much as I have done. I feel a little bored actually, and really are trying to hang out with friends in chatrooms and stuff like that - and I am trying to be done with my novel, as I had had a break from it of about half a year. So I'm really looking forward to finish it :D
Otherwise not a lot has happened. Maybe I should go and get my hair cut soon, but otherwise I don't really have a lot to do. My aunt is moving to a new appartment this weekend, but that's quite all.

Have you got to practice any self-care lately? Do you maybe have something planned? :)
Not really. I try to do stuff I like and fill up my life with that. I'm riding my bike quite a lot.

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User Profile: redmark
redmark OP June 18th, 2019

Hey there @EvilRegalsReadToo *hugs* (if you are okay with it)

It is always reall nice to hear from you around here! heart

Oww...that actually sounds like a lot of travel. I think that in my country, in Hungary, you could get from one end of the country to the other withing 3 hours - or maybe not, but you could cover a good portion of it anyway :P - Either way tho, I understand that it has to be tirirng to travel so much.
Especially given that the reason you have had to travel all that wast that Baptism. I am glad to hear that the weekend has passed quickly overall and that you have been able to get away from there and from those kids there and just get home soon from the whole thing :)
I do hope that you will be able to get some well deserved rest now ^-^

I am really glad to hear that you are feeling better overall. :)
It sounds really nice to joint the chatrooms and talk with your friends and also that novel sounds kind of exciting. I have tried writing sometimes as well but...let's just say I am not the best at it :P
Also, getting a new haircut sounds really nice as well. Do you have anything planned yet or you are not sure yet? - I mean, I usually go to get a haircut without many plans :P

I thinkg doing stuff you like is kind of the definition of self-care. Well, more or less :)

Stay awesome! heart

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User Profile: Lilotter12345
Lilotter12345 June 21st, 2019

Hi uhm Im new here whats up uh i dont know what i Wanted to say I just wanted to say? That doesnt make any sense

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User Profile: redmark
redmark OP June 22nd, 2019

Hey there @Lilotter12345 *hugs* (if you are okay with it)

Welcome here! We are really glad to have you here with us! heart

It is really nice to have you here with us. I know it can be hard sometimes to reach out and open up to others so, do not worry, just take your time now and if and when you feel comfortable and ready to share anything with us we are here for you :)

I am already really proud of you for being so brave and strong and reaching out to us here. ^-^

Stay awesome! heart

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