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Self-Harm Recovery Daily Check In: Saturday, June 29th, 2019

User Profile: redmark
redmark June 29th, 2019

Happy Saturday every-amazing-one! I have really missed you all heart

How are you feeling today? :)

How has this week been for you? Is there anything you would like to share about it? :)

Have you practice any self-care lately? Do you have anything planned? :)

*boops*
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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul June 29th, 2019

@redmark Hey How are you? It's nice to see you!

This has seemed like an amazingly long week hasn't it? Almost like every day should have counted as 2.

It's been a pretty rough week for me. I screwed up on Tuesday. Idk - one step forward - 2 steps back. I guess it's still moving forward - it's just taking twice as long.

I've been a little low on the self care lately, but I do plan on putting in some garden time later. That's always kind of relaxing. Summer seems to be officially here. 88 today with storms later.

I hope you have a good weekend. Take care - yeah?

Lol - on the music side.(of course) I've been on a heavier kick lately. So today we have -

Burden of the sky - Blame My Creator and DownPlay - The One Who Laughs last

The Score has a new one out too - Stay

I just wanted to say thank you - for all you do on this site. Ya know? You're awesome Redmark.

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User Profile: redmark
redmark OP June 29th, 2019

Hey there @mytwistedsoul *offering safe hugs* (just in case you might want one, no pressure)

It is always really nice to hear from you around here! heart

Well, It was end of quarter so a whole lot of work but other than that mostly okay. But I am done with that so I am doing fine now, just relaxing a little bit. Thank you for asking! :)

You know, there is this one picture.

...and it is true. I mean, I know that it can be hard sometimes or even have some twists and turns in it but you are making progress, step by step, and I am really proud of you for that heart

I am sorry to hear that you have had such a rough week tho. I am really glad to hear that you have been able to spend some time gardening and just generally out in the fresh air :)

Oh....I actually like havier music. Well, besides the melodic death metal I usually listen too I do not have anything against those either. I mean, I do really like these songs as well. Burden of the Sky especially, this is the first time I have heard from them and it sounds awesome! :)

You know I am glad if I may be of help. Your feedback really means lot. Thank you very much. You are awesome as well!

Stay awesome! heart


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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul July 1st, 2019

@redmark Thank you - that picture about sums it all up. I guess i just get discouraged because it seems like I'm doing good and then - Idk- things set it off.

Anyway - Glad you doing ok. Thanks again. Have a good week.

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User Profile: EvilRegalsReadToo
EvilRegalsReadToo June 29th, 2019

Hi @redmark! :D

How are you feeling today? :)
I'm ok. I have been moving (or unpacking actually, in her new appartment) for my aunt all day, and I though this would be the last time, but we didn't get everything done. We still miss the curtains, but we gotta do that another day. I really feel like I have been doing a lot the last month: packing for my aunt twice(two weeks ago, one week in between), moving for her once (thursday) and unpacking once (today). Now I can "look forward to" doing that again in a week or so, but not next week, as my little sister has become a student (she has finished school) and we are having a party.
I Denmark it's the norm that students has a hat-party (she finished monday, hat-party was on wednesday), then they had translocation on friday, all students in the back of a truck on fridag (too), which meant we had to make over 150 sandwiches. So I have had a busy week. FML.
I am really looking forward to relaxing tomorrow on sunday and doing som RPG with friends. It's gotta be real' good, but I also gotta work out as I have eaten all but too much today. At least I have done a lot of steps and heavy lifting. But I had to skip my bikeride, as I begun at 11 in the morning, and was finished at 18:30 this evening. FML. But I'm just glad we are at least halfway done. That's kind of good. I'm just looking forward to sleeping in tomorrow, and then go for my bikeride and workouts. I really needed that.

How has this week been for you? Is there anything you would like to share about it? :)
I have kind of already told everything about this week in the last question, sooo... well I have been eating a lot the last weeks time and I feel like a totalt looser. Gotta weigh myself tomorrow and see how bad it is. But at least I feel ok. Or I think I feel ok, bc right now I can't feel anything besides exhaustion. I feel so damn tired. I think I need to sleep for a week lol. But I need to work out too and I can't do both, soo...
I have my mentor visiting on thuesday, and that I'm looking forward to, as I have maybe found a job I would really like to have. And I think she will give me credit for having found something myself. I am really looking forward to hear what she thinks, as I think it's actually a really good idea. I really wanna work with animals and I think I would love working at a rescue center called animal protector :)

Have you practice any self-care lately? Do you have anything planned? :)
The only self-care I have practiced is taking an occasional break from unpacking. And the only self-care I will do today is going to bed early and sleep in tomorrow. Preferably until lunch, but nobody knows yet, not even I. If I can't sleep that long, and I most of the time can "only" sleep until 10, it's ok too. Then I can start working out early ;)

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User Profile: redmark
redmark OP June 29th, 2019

Hey there @EvilRegalsReadToo *hugs* (if you are okay with it)

It is always really nice to hear from you around here! heart

Oh...moving - or just packing stuff - is really something you just do not realize until you have to do it. I remember when we were paining our house and had to get everthing together and covered and just a whole lot of packing and it can reall be a lot. I am glad to hear that you have made such a great progression tho, I hope that you will be able to get it done quick with the curtains as well and get some break for yourself :)
In the meantime, yay, I am really happy for your sister, I hope you will have a good time having that party ^-^

It is a pretty interesting thing. I have heard that there are some sort of party for students in....like Sweden maybe or some Scandinavian country before starting their "adult life". Etiher way tho, that sounds like a whole lot of travelling and even more sandwiches for sure!

Hey, you deserve to have a "cheat day" every once in a while. I mean, you have been out there with your sister, having fun, celebrating. I am sure that you will be able to catch up with your own work out schedule. :)

For now having a day for yourself to relax sounds really nice anyway, especially after such a long week and playing some RPG with friends sounds like a really nice way to just relax - and potentially have a lot of fun, depending on how serious of a story you are planning to go by :P

I mean, you know, you have been doing a lot of things and also kind of heavy physical work and travelling a lot and all that can be mentally and even emotionally hard. I mean, your body needs some extra resources to work with at times like these so I think it is understandable and also okay that you have eaten a little bit more maybe this week. I do hope that you will be able to catch up with all the lost sleep tho ^-^

Meeting your mentor sounds super exciting! ^-^
I mean, I am really happy for you that you have found that job as well. I know that you have been struggling for a bit with your current one at times and having a job that you actually ike can make all the difference and working with animals really just sounds like such a nice job. :)

Well, sleep is definitely essential and I can tell that you have really had a long week so that sounds like a really good plan to just get some well-deserved sleep now. I hope that you will be able to get enough sleep - or, you know, at least just a good night's sleep :)

Stay awesome! heart

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