Self-Harm Recovery Daily Check In: Saturday, May 11th, 2019
Happy Saturday every amazing one! I have really missed you all. 
How are you feeling today? :)
How has this week been for you? Do you have anything you would like to share about it? :)
Have you got to practice self-care lately? Do you have something planned maybe? :)
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Hey! I'm a bit stressed and quite angry at my dad. He keeps trying to impose a study schedule on me and doesn't understand that his way might not be the best way for everyone. I know he's only trying to help but it's annoying.
Week's been okay, if a bit stressful. Exam revision and all.
I did some meditation. Usually it doesn't work for me but this specific type that I tried was much better.
Hey there @ItsReganingRain *hugs* (if you are okay with it)
We are glad to have you here with us!
Oh, it can certainly be really hard when people try to help without taking you or your feedback into consideration. I mean, I am sure he wants you to succeed but there sure is a compromise in there where you could follow his schedule loosely while also being able find some time for yourself and work with your own methods :)
Exams are stressful but I am glad to hear that you have had an okay week overall still ^-^
Meditarion can be useful, especially at stressful times like this. I am glad that you have found that method which is working for you :)
Stay awesome!
@redmark Thanks for the reply! *hugs back*
@redmark
How are you feeling today? :)
I'm a little stressed from all the studying I have to do
How has this week been for you? Do you have anything you would like to share about it? :)
This week was ok. Lots of assignments
Have you got to practice self-care lately? Do you have something planned maybe? :)
I took a study break yesterday
Hey there @PurpleSnail *hugs* (if you are okay with it)
It is always really nice to hear from you around here!
Oh, yep, I remember that the end of the school year, around this time, things can get really busy but I am really proud of you for studying so hard and keeping up with everything :)
Also, I am really happy to hear that you are making sure to take breaks and have some time for yourself and just to recharge every once in a while :)
Stay awesome!
Hi @redmark!
How are you feeling today? :)
I am just so damn tired. I have been moving for my aunt all day (from 11 to now), and I'm so tired. We were like... 5 ppl who could actually help and lift things, my aunt who can't walk and my grandma who has COL. So I'm just looking forward to sleep and rest.
How has this week been for you? Do you have anything you would like to share about it? :)
Stressfull as hell. Friends of my parents on visit all day yesterday, moving for my aunt all day today, and gospel concert (I'm singing) all day tomorrow, bc we have to rehearse and all that. So it's from 13 to 17 we are rehearsing, and then from 17 to 18:20 having the concert. I will be soooo tired and my knees will hurt like hell :S
I almost don't wanna show up, bc I am so tired... but I gotta do it bc I have said I will. But I will not be eating a lot tomorrow. I don't wanna have breakfast, and I won't eat before I get home, bc I can't eat with the choir bc of my ED.
Have you got to practice self-care lately? Do you have something planned maybe? :)
Not at all, but I'm looking forward to a long, warm bath tomorrow after the concert.
Hey there @EvilRegalsReadToo *hugs* (if you are okay with it)
It is always really nice to have you here with us!
Oww, that sounds pretty tiring for sure. It is really nice of you tho that you are helping your aunt to move. I do hope you will be able to have some rest now tho and just some time for yourself this weekend to at least recharge a bit and just to relax for a while :)
Especially after such a hard week you have had... I mean, I know it can be just really hard when you cannot be on your own and just draining. I do hope that your gospel concert will go well and that you will be able to at least get some good sleep today and a good rest after the conert tomorrow :)
I can only imagine how hard it might have been to deal with your ED on top of all that but I want you to know that you are not alone in this. We are here for you anway if there is anything we may be able to help you with or if you would just like to vent. :)
A long warm bath definitely sounds sounds nice ^-^
Stay strong and awesome!
@redmark Hey how are you? Cold better?
mmm... not so good ... this weekend is proving to be a problem... didn't realize what it was
Been a rough week too. Screwed up on Tuesday...
In the woods of course... Almost all day.
Have a good weekend Take care
Hey there @mytwistedsoul *offering safe hugs* (if you may want one, no pressure)
It is always really nice to hear from you around here!
Yep, I have managed to get out of the cold and get some rest. Thank you for asking :)
I am sorry to hear that you are not feeling well. I can imagine that it has to be really hard for you after having such a week as well but I just want you to know that here you are not alone in this and if there is anything we may be able to help you with or you would like to vent we are here to listen and support yoiu as best as we can :)
...and no, you would be not bothering me, or others, or pulling me down and you and your feelings do matter and are important! :)
Stay strong and awesome!
@redmark I'm glad your cold is better.
Tbh, I'm not even sure where I would begin. Thank you though.
Have a good week take care
@mytwistedsoul It is okay, no pressure on you, but if you ever feel like sharing anything I would be glad to listen. :)
Also, any songs? :)
@redmark
The Red Queen
she sicced her minions on me ... she has them all banding together with her. I'm the liar, troubled, good for nothing piece of s-. How dare I drag outsiders into family affairs... I could go on. They got one thing right - I am an idiot.
Just should've left it alone. Thought it was the right thing but now it just seems really stupid.
Haven't even been able to work on anything. Too much temptation, too angry. Worried it'll go to far. Sorry probably shouldn't admit that.
@mytwistedsoul I do not think you are an idiot. Not at all. You have the right to be angry and your feelings are valid - they always are - and important to us. :)
Also, I am really proud of you for being so strong and resisting all those urges and making sure to keep yourself away from those things :)
I am sorry to hear that you are going through all that. I can only imagine how hard that may be but I want you to know that we all are here for you and we are in here together.
*offering safe hugs* - just in case, no pressure.
@redmark Thank you!
Take care Have a good week
@redmark Songs Jacob Lee - Conscience Shinedown - Black Soul Lol, like night and day.
@mytwistedsoul Oh, I like these songs. I mean, yep, a bit of an opposites but both of them are pretty nice acutally or at least I like them both. :)
@redmark I'm glad you like them.
Hey @redmark
I haven
Hey there @hockey8628 *hug* (if you are okay with it)
It is really nice to have you here with us!
I am sorry to hear that you have had such a hard week. I know that relpases can be hard and disheartening but I want you to know that we are all here for you if there is anything we might be able to help you with. We can get through this together. I do believe in it anyway and I definitely believe in you. :)
Stay awesome!
@redmark thanks!
I have been relapsing a lot lately...as in I am just *STARTING* again...
I am trying I guess but I don't want to bore everyone with my problems.
Thank you all for all of the good that you do, you guys are great!
@hockey8628 I know you are trying your best even through tough times like this and I am very proud of you for that.
I want you to know that you are not alone in this. We are here for you and we are here to listen and support you if there is anything we may be able to do so and you would never bore us here. In fact, it is always really nice to hear from you around here. :)
@redmark thank you very much.
