Self-Harm Recovery Daily Check In: Sunday, January 13th, 2019
Happy Sunday every-amazing-one! It is always so awesome to hear from you! 
How are you feeling today? :)
How has this week been for you? Do you have anything on your mind you would like to share about it? :)
What is your favourite way of taking care of yourself? Have you got to do it lately? :)
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Heya @redmark ! How's going?
I'm doing alright today. I'm feeling motivated to do things today, so I thikn, I'll get to them once I'm done typing this :)
My week was alright, getting back into the swing of school was no fun, I messed up my sleep schedule over the holidays and felt really tired and disoriented during the whole week. I'm starting to wake up now but I really had no idea of what was happening the past 8 days haha
For self care, I've decided to designate Tuesdays as my gym night. It's not as much as I want it to be but I have to start somewhere, especially with my busy schedule, and anything is better than nothing. I did go this past week and I'll be going this upcoming tuesday evening while my sister has a drama rehearsal.
Anyways, I shoujld get going. See ya around!
Hey there @CentreMid *hugs* (if you are okay with it)
It is always rellly nice to hear from you around here!
I am...well, I am actually dealing with a bit of a cold, which is annoying, but I am mostly okay, thank you for asking. :)
yay! I am really happy to hear that you are having such a good day and feeling motivated! :)
Oh, yep...I was taking out a week before the holidays from work as well and I totally managed to mess up my sleep schedule as well and it is just so annoying to get back to the "normal" one. Although, I believe that I am more of a night owl, so that's why I was writing "normal" but, you usually do not get to pick your daily schedule, I guess :P
Either way, sorry for rambling, I hope you will be able to catch up with sleep this weekend and probably get your sleep schedule back to normal :)
Definitely it is a start and it is better than nothing - much better. I mean, I know it is hard to start and it can be hard to find - or make - the time for it but I think you are doing a really good job by making it part of your weekly routine like that :)
Also, I wish the best of luck to your sister. ^-^
Stay awesome!
@redmark i am new here so hi i am ashley i am 15 3 month pregnant triggerwarning i have been cutting and drinking what a great way to start the new year😭 sorry if i triggerd any one but i need help dont know what to do
Hey there Ashley *hugs* (if you are okay with it) @limeLime3722
Welcome here! We are really glad to have you here with us!
I am really sorry to hear that you have to get through so much already. I have to ask, considering that you are pregnant at that young age: are you at a safe place right now? How are you feeling currently?
I mean, no pressure tho, you do not need to answer any of these questions right now if you do not feel comfortable doing so but I want you to know that we are here for you if there is anything we may be able to support you with :)
Stay strong and awesome!
@redmark thanks i am in a safe place and i feel like a rag dopl aka used i got forced to drink by the mental pain and it hard for me to stop
@redmark i am a failure all i do is fail there is no point in me trying to be happy and not harm myself i am a discrase or as my parents called me a disapointment why me why cant i be nornal and not be a freak
@redmark Hi there. How are you?
I am.. not so good. Depressed. Trying not to isolate myself.
The week has been up and down. I can't decide which is worse, agitated me that can't focus and concentrate or depressed me that can focus too much but on the wrong things. I burned that chest.. It was tainted, guess that seems stupid.
I try to spend time outside. Tire myself out in the hopes of sleep. went out to do a little cross country skiing today. It was nice. Cold.
That look in the mirror exercise... wow, didn't think it was be so hard! Found out I don't like looking myself in the eyes. Found out I don't look in the mirror much for that matter. I never noticed it before. I'll have to keep trying. Take care.
Hey there @mytwistedsoul *hugs* (if you are okay with it)
It is always really nice to hear from you around here!
Well, it is Monday, so I have the Monday blues I guess, but otherwise I am okay, I guess, thank you for asking :)
I am sorry to hear that you are feeling depressed like that but I think you are doing a really good job reaching out to us here and not letting it isolate you :)
I understand that you have got rid of that chest and I guess burning it can have a symbolic value as well to get rid of all that hurt attached ot it. :)
I know it can be really hard when the two options are being depressed or being anxious but I do want you to know that there are other options. I mean, I have been in a situation similar to that and it was hard and it took a lot of time but it is possible to get out of it. I am not saying I have that totally behind me, I wish I did, but things can get better and we are here for you to support you and help you get there as best as we can :)
I think it is a good start to go outside and spend some time there. Cross country skying sounds really nice and a good way to get you tired and sleepy, I hope you have been able to get a good sleep. :)
You know, you can do it without a mirror I guess. I mean, you can just try to write good things down about yourself or just stop and say some nice things in your head. It was not easy for me either to be able to "talk to myself in person" either. I mean, baby steps and you will get there. I believe in you anyways ^-^
Stay awesome!
@redmark Thanks.. I usually don't like to be touched but I could really use that hug. just to rest my head on someone's shoulder's, hold tight and have a good cry. To be able to look them in the eye and hear it's all right. it's really bad this time. just thanks, ya know