Self-Harm Recovery Daily Check In: Thursday January 24th, 2019
Hey Amazing Community!
Happy Thursday!
How are you doing today?
What are your thoughts on this video? (read below)
Anything else you would like to share?
Today I want to share a video with you guys. It was a cute cartoon I found. It is an "advert" but it doesn't show until the very last seconds. I felt this particular video shares how our goals are reachable no matter what sets us back. We are all UNIQUE and that's perfectly okay. It doesn't matter how you get to your goal or what path or setbacks you have you can get there. We fully support you!! *sending hugs* 
Watch this video >>HERE<<
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@bear228
Hey, hey!
Stuffles going on at the moment so not the best atmosphere right now but I'm hanging on 
That video, well hehe, shooo cute, I liked the build up to the end. It made you keep wanting to watch. The message from it is special
Erm, I don't know what else to say except I loaf kiwis. Also, loving these check-ins 
@LittlebluP
Hey!
*hugs* sorry you're not in the best environment at the moment but I hope here is a safe space for you to be I agree the video is very special and empowering. It makes you think more about the stumbles life gives and how certain things might not go right but there are other ways round it for example I loved the bit where Pip wasn't tall enough and put it's ear up! There might be struggles in life but usually there is another way to something even though it might be more challenging. Kiwis are great thanks for sharing that so good to learn that about you! I am glad you're liking the check-ins I am trying to ensure a check-in is at least posted everyday! I realise they slipped downhil a little when our previous CML stepped down however they are up and going a little better again 
Feel free to pm me if you want to suggest anything to make the check-ins better I want to adapt the community leaders and our style to how the community members would like things!!
@bear228
Awh, thank you! *hugs* Definatley safe space here 
Yes, Ill probably watch that again at some point xD
If i can think of something, I know where to go and Ill keep that in mind 
@bear228 Hey, How are you?
not a good day here, got myself worked up. Trying to calm down.
Cute video, but it made me cry.
@mytwistedsoul
Hey! I am well thank you! Aw no I'm sorry to hear you are having a tough day that is for sure a struggle for you 
Do you want to talk more about it here? I am glad you found the video cute, I'm sorry it made you cry this was not the intention - unless it was happy tears. *sending hugs*
@bear228 glad to hear you're doing well.
People make me nervous. I have a hard time with interacting with pretty much everything about people. I get nervous even coming in here. It takes me forever to post things sometimes, because I worry about what I say, how I say..
Sort of long story short. I was given a referral for a therapist last week and I want to call...I need to call. I'm tired, just tired of the crap in my head. I'm tired of being afraid of everything. I'm tired of not sleeping. I'm lucky if I can get 2 hours a night. I know that's some of the problem. My head just never shuts up.
I tried to call yesterday but only went so far because I needed to make a list. Makes me mad because I shouldn't have to do that for something as simple as my name, why I'm calling, who I'm calling. But my mind just goes totally blank. That makes me mad too. I shouldn't be this weak.
I'm worried I won't like this guy, I'm worried he'll want me in the psych ward. I am not a threat to myself, well yeah but not that way. I am not suicidal. What if I go and they won't let me leave? Then I have those people to deal with. That makes me worry about my dogs, my house, my work. I hate being like this. Coward. Sorry
Thank you, for letting me bend your ear. Take care
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs* That sounds super hard for you, I'm sorry even posting here is a struggle for you, we'll always be an accpeting community here! That sounds a tough struggle, I'm glad you've been given an option for some support I hope you'll be able to reach out it sounds potentially helpful. It's okay to be "weak" we don't all have to be strong at all times I totally understand your worries, maybe if and when you do connect with your therapist you could talk over your concerns and ask them to explain all their procedures. It makes sense to worry about your dogs I totally understand your concern there and there are for sure other worries too! Take a breath and perhaps take my suggestion of asking them to lay out all their procdeures. You aren't a coward, you've shared this here with me and that takes such strength and courage, thank you for being here! No worries, I've always got an ear to bend just as long as people aren't nomming it but I can always offere *snuggles*!!
@bear228 Thank you! You're the second person to say about asking what their procedure is for something like that. I never gave it a thought. Sometimes I forget that it's ok to ask questions. It's nice to have people remind that I can.
Thank you for your time, take care. Have a good day
@mytwistedsoul
It's okay! And I care very much about everyone in this community so I'm super glad to see you about often!! Maybe that reminder might be helpful to keep in mind you can usually question your treatment and get clarity about things! Take care too!
@bear228
I cried.. Its sooooooooooo beautiful
Seriously.. I want a dog now. 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
Dogo❤️
@LoveYaGOD
Haha yes I agree one rather adorable pup!
How are you doing today?
Was bad.. Watched it now.. Its amazing
Anything else you would like to share?
Lemme see... Yup.. Love.. For ya all.❤️🤗
@LoveYaGOD
Whoo love for all! *hugs*
