Self-Harm Recovery Daily Check-In: Tuesday, March 12th, 2019
Hey SHR Community,
How are you feeling today
Any goals you've achieved recently you wish to share or goals you plan to aim for
Favourite food
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@CaringBrit Hiya How are you?
Having alot of issues with anger. I just feel so freaking angry all the time. Tired, I read the new how many hours of sleep you get thread and I know I'm not the only one that doesn't sleep much, if at all sometimes..But man I can't help but envy the people who say they get 6 hours or more.. I can only imagine.
Still hoping to get a haircut at the end of the month. That sounds so pathetic
Today feels like it should be french fries..
Take care
@mytwistedsoul
I'm good you
I'm sorry to hear that you're having a lot of issues with anger and aww I understand I don't get enough either because I have apnea and insomnia
aww it doesn't and I hope you're able to get one
ooo I love those
@CaringBrit Do you mind my asking..how you deal with your insomnia?
@mytwistedsoul i have sleep apnea aswell so im not always endless awake days just depends on the other condition so you could say i dont deal its out of my control so i just live with it
@CaringBrit Sorry.. Out of control... yep. Everything feels that way sometimes.
@CaringBrit
How are you feeling today
I'm feeling ok. I have eaten all but too much today, but I hope I can do it better tomorrow. [Edited by FM Erato, 3/13/19 to remove graphic and triggering details of self-harming] I still feel like self-harming, but at least I'm not cutting anymore. I'm still working out all but too much, bc my joints and muscles hurts like hell, and I still don't eat like I should (I eat too little most of the time or I binge like crazy), but I'm not cutting and that's the most important thing for me right now.
Any goals you've achieved recently you wish to share or goals you plan to aim for
Haven't really archieved anything today or recently. I have lost some weight, but me having an ED that isn't a good thing, people say, even though it makes me happy. And the most important thing is my happiness, right?
Favourite food
I know it's not food, but I can't imagine living without my Pepsi Max. I can cut away everything: candy, ice cream, burgers whatever - but I need my diet coke to function.
@EvilRegalsReadToo
glad to hear your feeling ok just a general reminder use Self-harm when describing the form of self-harm and tool for the tool used as Forum mentors will edit posts that do not follow these guidelines.
I hope you get to eat soon as it's important we do for self-care but I understand it definitely would be hard for sure do you feel anxious would you say when you say shaking.
it is however great your not Self-harming anymore even though you want to or feel like it still have you got any positive coping methods you could turn to
happiness is important for sure and so is being healthy I don't really understand ED that well though so I wouldn't know what to say to that bit
favourite drink then I do love Pepsi max my must drink is milk lol so I understand
Hi.
It's been so long since I've self harmed but today [Edited by FM Erato, 3/13/19 to remove the statement containing tools of self-harming]... I just want to self harm so badly. It's like an itch I can't reach. I havent cut in over a year but now all i think about is cutting. I guess it started after I got some disapointing news about something that was supposed to help one of my health concerns.
And now I just want to feel pain. I want to feel pain so badly but I don't know how I'll hide new marks from my partner. And I'm scared what he might do if he sees them, so i just ... I feel stuck. And the more stuck I feel the more I just want to cut.
I can't deal with it, so I'll just keep [Edited by FM Erato, 3/13/19 to remove the statement containing tools of self-harming] in my pocket right now, not doing anything but not not doing anything either....
@LovingScout
Hey, there just a reminder to use self-harm for the form of self-harm and tool when describing the tool used rather than name tool or was going to use when a Forum mentor gets to this they'll be editing out the graphic self-harm method and tool out.
Sorry to hear you feel this way have you got any coping methods you could turn to
I'm sorry to hear about the recent bad news that can't of been easy and it seems to have triggered thoughts/urges for you
@CaringBrit
I'm pretty good today.
I won the brodcom masters award, 1st place in my caregory, and grand prize runner-up at the science fair plus 4th and 5th place at the art show with two paints a long with best of show and 1st on a slab pot.
I like steak, perogies, Ice cream, strawberries
@LooneyArtimus
that's awesome to hear you feel pretty good today
whats the Broadcom masters award what did you have to do for it etc
whats perogies and yummy ice cream, strawberries are awesome what flavour ice cream and I'm not keen on steak but cool
@CaringBrit
The brodcom masters award was a sponsored award at the science fair and people from there went around just like judges and scored people, the few highest got the award
Pierogies are dough stuffed with potatoes and sometimes cheese. Cookie dough and mint Ice cream are definatly at the top.
@LooneyArtimus ah cool and i love mint choc chip icecream xd