Clean from s/h since June 17, 2023 at 2:34am
Uhm I don’t really know what to start with, I feel stupid even being on here knowing there’s people out there that need way more help than I do.
I’m 16, I started s/h around the age of 12-13 and I’m currently 2 years and 4 months clean even if I’m not suppose to anymore I still have the urge of doing it, just once? I mean my life has gotten better other than not eating properly either eat to much or none at all. I shower every other day, brush my teeth almost everyday sometimes twice, started expressing myself better. But I don’t like anything I use to like. I’m not interested in anything. I use to paint and crochet and read.
Anyway back to s/h, I don’t do that anymore, I mean c^tting, if my cat or smth scratches me I’m don’t pull away, and I pick at my scabs all the time. Don’t really know what I’m doing with my life but ik I’m not doing those things anymore. So uh Yippiee?
@ShayWaddell08
@ShayWaddell08
Girly, you are as important as anybody else who is here. You got this, you are stronger than you know.dont be discouraged
It's great that you no longer injure yourself! I have five months but the thoughts are still there. Try looking up lists of hobbies or going to hobby stores and see if you can start something new that you might enjoy.
Oh wow that's really nice pls stay clean btw my birthday is on 17th June so do it *** an birthday gift for me and stay clean u can do this ð¥°
