Giving up rn
I can’t do this. I have been clean for probably months now, but the urge is here evryday for the past 3 weeks. I have no idea how to stop. I am just gripping the sharp objects and wondering how to do it so no one notices. I don’t feel alive and fel like i deserve this. Nothign else works anymore. No one cares. No one will see. I just need a release. I want to feel soemthing other than pain. I don’t understand why am i so weak and unnoticable. Theres just so mucj wrong with me and i cannot keep going.
Im sorry for ranting. I need someone right now but i feel like just leaving this world might be better for evryone and doing this might help me go faster
@diligentPlace3267
hole you can reach out and talk to someone on this site. You are valuable and I’m sure you can resist your self harm urges and do something productive instead. Sending you positive vibes. Hope this helps
Hey, i know its hard. I know. But leaving the world isnt the solution. Think It this way, if ya willing to give Up on Life. Why Dont ya change It. Think about yourself. And only yourself, if someone IS bother you shouldnt care. Do what make you happy. Enjoy each day of your Life as if It was the last one. For example, if ya studing, and you willing to leave the world. Well, stop going school, travel. Take a break. And if you feel guilty just think, "i was willing to take my own Life. I Wont feel bad for try and enjoy It". And Im sure there Will be people willing to Hear your story. Give It a chance. Ok? You Dont lose anything by doing so