I wish

hi so this post I don't think will be very long but lately I have been in a very low place. meaning I wish I could feel pretty I know everyone says its the inside that matters. that's just not how I feel I want to feel comfortable in all the clothing I wear. and some days I just try not to eat but then the next day I'm eating again more then I should! and I just want to feel pretty. when I was younger I never had a problem with body issues but as I get older it just gets harder for me.