Rose

Sometimes I’m lonely and sometimes I think about my past. This guy. Friends. Family. A lot of stress. And in these moments when I think about all these things when I mad at my family for things I thought I moved past or thinking about that guy or getting overwhelmed. I think about drinking and cutting. My last cut was I think less than a month or at the end of last month. I did it in my breast area. I thought I wouldn’t cut again but I did…. The only distraction or something that keeps me going is school….