Suicide
Hello,
I’m kinda new here, I’ve been battling with depression for the longest. Last night I cut my arms up and tried to take my own life…. I immediately called my sister soon has I did it and was taking to the hospital. I took the first step into getting help & then took step 2 today getting rid of things that I know I would use to try and take my own life.
I took step three too today & got in therapy but they couldn’t get me in till November 16th 😔. So here I am on this app trying to talk to people I can relate to and help me. I want help I’m a mom of three & I’ve already taking three steps into getting help & this being my fourth. I’m only 29 & I gotta keep fighting for my babies so here I am. Just trying to relate to someone conversate with someone who I can relate to and I’m willing to take advice. I’m just lost and I don’t know what to do or how to heal properly.
@helloOcean1740
I am so proud of you, you are making so many steps to take care of yourself.
It is hard, unbelievably hard, but you are doing it. It takes courage, you are brave.
I cannot even imagine the pain you are feeling, but I struggled with self harm and suicide, I know the darkness it takes to make it easy to believe it's the only thing that can help, but there's another way and you're trying to figure out which is.
Please, don't give up trying. You are worth all the effort it takes. It won't be like this forever.
