(TW)
TW!
so before july 11 i was clean for maybe abt 2 months but then something in me was just so tired of the stuff im going through so i decided to relapse, i was able to get myself a pencil sharpener today and my mind is just filled with stuff.
"should i do it?"
"what if my mom finds out again?"
"what will happen if my therapist finds out?"
"what if i get addicted again?"
"what if i go too deep?"
they wont stop, i promised everyone i know that i quit but i guess i was wrong.
what do i do?
@jordyndoesntexist I see your suffering. I see that you're looking for release. There are temporary reliefs and there are permanent fixes. When you are ready, there are a lot of tools available to you.
@jordyndoesntexist
Hey, how are you?
Please breathe, okay? Take a moment and put aside whatever you are doing for a bit. Take a deep breath in and then breath out.
Do this. Breathe.
You are going through a lot. It's scary. Your mind is full of thoughts, it's okay. If you want you can write them out here, if it helps you. This community can listen to you and we are ready to hold your worries.