relapse
tryinglittleaudrey
June 20th, 2025
i relapsed last night i just want to be good enough to stop to love myself but I cant find it in me my skin is scared and open I hate my body its so ugly I don't know what to do anymore.
my so called family joke about it and sometimes are repulsed by it
I hate my body I don't know how to feel anymore
Voodvins
June 21st, 2025
@tryinglittleaudrey I'm sorry you're going through this, it's a terrible feeling and it's really hard to live in this mode, but you have to share some things. Family plays a big role in your story, right? They can laugh, joke, and it's very unpleasant, even strange, but they don't shape you. You shape yourself. They look at it through their glasses. You need to try to accept yourself. First, say that you are at this point, and it's difficult, but it's reality. If you do something to change - that's great. If not - try to do at least a small thing, it will be a very big progress, really. You are you, and you have the right to life, thoughts, emotions, dreams. Good luck!
