I don’t know
Serious thoughts of self harm tonight. I feel so useless without feeling that kind of pain. I have all of my blades to my boyfriend and I have bee clean for a few days I don’t remember how long it’s been and I don’t think I want to know. I wish I never started and I hate that I don’t want to stop.
I don’t even miss the feeling I’ve grown to just liking how deep it looks or the satisfaction I feel
its so useless tho I just feel worse when my bf finds out
idk
@jetsetlifeisgonnakillme Self-harming is something more than an issue. It's an unhealthy coping mechanism. This means it causes more problems in long-term but it also helps you cope with other issues. That's why it can be so addictive. Stopping this unhealthy mechanism can be very challenging... We are here for you to support you and I strongly believe you'll make it! You've done some progress alreay so you could use that as motivation maybe. Please don't hesitate to connect with a listener if you're feeling overwhelmed! Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us today!
