Idk anymore (TW)
ive been mostly clean for several years…using a rubber band here and there but no cutting. But sometimes and especially here recently, I feel so out of place and like I’m not in touch with my emotions so I get upset over seemingly small problems. I hate the feeling of not knowing what’s going on and why I’m so upset bc I can’t answer it. I want to cut sometimes because it gives me control when everything seems out of my control…my partner isn’t much help <\3
@xxpandabitezxx
Hello, I am so sorry you feel out of place and as if you can't recognize what is triggering the feelings you are having. I know this must be hard for you. I truly hope that this community can help you begin to feel supported and not so alone. We here all have our own struggles but I want you to know you are not going to be on this journey alone. We are here to help you and support you to the best of our ability.,
I truly relate to not having the support of your partner, one of my own battles too. I often feel alone and unconnected, just as you described. I am BubblegumPuppy68 I am a Listener and you can feel free to tag me if you just feeling sad and alone.
Thank you for being here and for expressing how you feel
