I'm so tired (I do everything wrong)
I'm so tired of doing everything wrong. I'm not a good daughter, I'm a shitty friend and I don't know how to communicate with others. I always end up saying the wrong stuff, which means ppl will block me out, often without explaining to me what I did wrong. Bc I can't see it myself.
Which always leads to self harm, bc I have to punish myself for not being good enough.
I don't know where I'm going with this, I just had to let it out...
I think I get it. Like, I'm trying my best to relate to everyone else but I'm still ignored when I talk to people at times. I feel like I'm just full of problems and I don't have a resolution for any of them either.
@EvilRegalsReadToo
I can relate so much to this and I get how tiring that is, also pretty frustrating… Especially when putting lots of efforts and still ending up doing one part wrong, I don