I wanna to cut myself

Seek professional help. They won't make fun of you for talking about your problems. Nor will we here. If you feel like sharing. All the best.

@Christv1378 Hello 🙂 It can be incredibly hard opening up about our problems. Being made fun of about them only makes it worse. I agree with thjakie, no one will make fun of you here. There are other people here that struggle with harming. Do you know ways to distract yourself? Rubber bands and drawing on yourself when the urges happen. Even reaching out to talk to someone can help. No one here will make fun or judge you for anything you're going through. You don't have to go through this alone.