relapsing: relapsing after 4+ mo being clean

i am heading on a severe decline and prob going to cut again i cant fight it anymore.. it would just be easier to continue cutting and risk ending my life then trying to fight it.. so this may or may not be my last post.

i tried so hard... i tried.. i just couldn't do it i guess im just too weak... i failed and now i will endure more scars and shed more blood..

im sorry everyone... i am a failure.