Hey there @Ken68 *hugs* (if you are okay with virtual hugs, that is)
It is really nice to hear from you around here! 
I am sorry to hear that you are feeling like that tho. I know that things can sometimes really feel hopeless but, as stupid and naive as it may be I believe in that things can change for the better and I want you to know that you are not alone in this and we are all here for you to help you get through this! :)
Would you mind sharing a bit about why you are feeling like this or just whatever may be on your mind right now? - I mean, if yes, I would be glad to listen :)
I do hope to hear from you,
Stay strong and awesome!
@redmark Thank you. Im just getting tired of living. Lonely, in debt, and always questioning why I should even be. here
@Ken68 Hey, hello. I've felt that way and still have some days where I wonder why I'm even bothering. But there are other days when it's not so bad. I live for those days.
Not to sound cliche, it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Debt can be paid off and I can understand loneliness.
There are alot of wonderful people here, who will listen to you and help where they can. You can vent and get things off your chest and out of your mind. And NO One will hold it against you. They understand because alot of the people have been through similar things. Even if it's just to touch base with someone here, you don't have to be alone.
@Ken68
Hi there! I'm really sorry to hear you are struggling right now. I understand things must be challenging for you. If you are safe meaning you're not currently in a hazardous area or have a plan to end your life we'd love to support you. Maybe you can share more on yourself and whats causing you to feel this way. However if you are unsafe I suggest reaching our for support first by connecting with external resources such as suicide.org to discuss things and to return to 7 cups when you become safe and are no longer in a crisis.
I moved your post from daily check-ins to here because that is a space for our team members to post daily check-ins and we like to be consistent with ensuring the correct posts are shared there!