Withdrawals
I feel absolutely disgusting? I’m a 20 y/o college student who literally has an absolutely terrible alcohol addiction. I’m trying to play it off like it doesn’t matter… because it doesn’t affect my grades or work. But, I literally show up to do those tasks drunk every fucking day. I’m currently withdrawing and I feel disgusting.
Hey
I feel seen. The only worse thing with me is that I drink during nights and sleep during days and don't show up, to anything.
The first natural law is literally the thing we put on our tongues as huamn beings, equivalent to how we breathe and cleanliness.
This speaks volumes. I feel like you don't feel supported. Somebody around you normalised alcohol and you took it on easily as it was already a cause since the very start.
Create the support system, you know. Talk to pepple, whomever you want to. Rejections are prevalent, still.
If you go and say, have a say in matters, you'll know, you did act on your needs and desires. You didnot withdrew. You didnot shut off. You didnot just pop the bottle.
Hope you have healthy lunches and dinners. Also, try Magnesium Glycimate as it is a good tool to offset stress levels in your nervous system. Substance abuse/use kills the micronutrient levels in body and I'm concerned about Mg right now for you.
Take care. #support_system #needs