Support with weed addiction and or psychosis
For context, l've been dealing with anxiety and depression for a few years. I started smoking cannabis as a way to cope with my anxiety. It was working for a long time. But now that it's the summer and l'm not in school; I don't have a set schedule for the day which throws me off because I am hyper organized with how I go about my day.
Because of this I started smoking cannabis way more often than just at night like I usually did.
Recently I found myself smoking at all hours of the day, not going longer than 2 hours without being high. This dropped me where I am now. I figured that the symptoms I'd been having; depression, anxiety, anger/irritation, inappropriately strong emotions, lack of emotional response, and constant confusion/lack of concentration, and a possible ED, we're all symptoms of weed addiction and potentially weed psychosis since it was all happening at once. I need advice, I want to take a Tolerance break but I need some help and guidance because I feel like a shell.
I too tried to do something to feel good and not have to deal with what feelings I didn't like.
Until also, I became a slave. I needed to stay on that proverbial 'high' just to feel normal. This is embarrassing to say.
That was enough for me. I didn't want to be subject to something else for the rest of my life. So I asked for help from God. And I got it. Not because I'm more special than anyone else. But I'm surely loved just like everyone else.
@MadExE