Addict

First of all may God hold you through your addiction and give you confidence and strength to pick them first. U are not your addiction. Psalm 13 1 How long, Lord? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me? 2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and day after day have sorrow in my heart? How long will my enemy triumph over me? 3 Look on me and answer, Lord my God. Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death, 4 and my enemy will say, “I have overcome him,” and my foes will rejoice when I fall. 5 But I trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. 6 I will sing the Lord’s praise, for he has been good to me.

Why have you abandon them?

How did you end up using if you don’t mind me asking? What are you running from?

There was a point I almost went that route. Heck there was a point I was ready to ask my aunt to take custody of my daughter, because i wanted to know she was okay so i could give up entirely. Its been a rough road, and i dont know if it'll ever be easy, and there have been several times, this morning even, that i wondered if i made the right choice, when i decided to stay and fight. Its never too late to start trying.