Addictive Personailty

Hi everyone, my name is Josh, I struggle with using drugs because of my highly addictive personality, I’ve used drugs since I was 18 as I’m 26 now, I struggle with my mental health because I really do have no confidence in myself and don’t respect myself at all :( I was hoping to receive some positive vibes as I’m really struggling at the minute and I hope everyone is feeling alright today, much love everyone