Breaking Point..
I have never done this before being open and honest with anyone especially strangers... But right now my life has became unmanageable.... I hate doing drugs and depending on it just to get out of bed or get things done. I don't do the drug anymore it does me and I feel so powerless yet I can't seem to put it down and walk away it's become this normal everyday habit. I wanna find the help but the fear of judgement and rejection horrify me or the thought of letting it go and start changing scares me because what if I fail to accomplish that goal and I end up right back where I started?
It took me awhile to find a good therapist and the hardest part was taking that first step and setting the appointment but after that it was great and it felt good to just vent and let it all out
Hi as a recovering addict myself you have made the first step by reaching out. It scared the hell out of me the thought of not having drugs to get me out of bed everyday, Not having drugs to just function normally, and I'm still struggling. 64 days clean today and I have to be honest it's not getting any easier. I would disappoint myself to go back now and have to do all those days again, that's what is pushing me through ATM. I wish you all the best with your journey. You got this! Here to chat anytime support is the key.
