I need help
I am struggling more than ever before. I feel lost, alone, confused and i just don't know what to do. I've been looking for a detox and rehab for 3 straight days now and have had no luck but what's scaring me is I'm losing my nerve to go. I was so.ready, willing And excited and now my addiction is doing everything it can to get me to stay and keep getting my horrible prescriptions. I need help so badly and i want help so badly. I just dont know where to turn at this point and almost feel like just giving up. I don't know what to do.
Don't give up. The first step is the hardest. Try to find that feeling again of excitement to stop. Write down your reasons for wanting to quit. Imagine how much better your life would be without the addiction. I dont know if I have the right words to help you but you can do it. You are strong enough. And you deserve to live a life free of addiction. You can do it. Just keep trying. Remember that yes you can.
I know the feeling. I been there and had to go to California once to get into rehab. You have done the first step wanting to get help. I been to rehab twice and I don’t plan on going back. Until you can found a rehab facility go to local meetings. Honestly it helps me not going back to where I once was