Months Sober: meth
I’ve been sober from meth for 5 months. I’ve been stressed out and I want to escape again. I want to go off the deep end and just loose myself in it. I just know how hard it is to come out of. There’s no just escape a day and climb back out. I just need some support.
@stardrip
The great thing in this world is not so much where you stand as what direction you are moving. 5 months WOW that is a big accomplishment. You're doing great. I have a gratitude list I do daily with a friend. Some days it's hard to come up with 3 things I'm grateful for which at that point I just ask for some good vides. Maybe a gratitude list and a journal with some new hobbies is what you need to get over this hump.
I feel that
You’re 5 months in though, that’s almost half a year
Definitely remind and praise yourself for getting this far
When you’re feeling hopeless and needing that escape it seems worth it yeah, but in reality a puff isn’t worth the hard work you’ve already gone through
I journal a lot, nothing cool, just write down everything I’m thinking of feeling between it that way it kind of feels like somethings out of your system, and you’re keeping yourself busy
Be kind to yourself stardrip xx