My transformation process about being an cocaine addicted
At some point of my life had been completely taken over by a force that until now is greater than all my united forces.
I was always a very positive girl and I believed that you would always be capable of anything, well, I was, until now ... One thing that was to make me have fun sometimes became a remedy for my pains, and when I realized this, it was too late.
I stopped being strong and became submissive to a desire to try to deceive all my pains using this thing called cocaine.
I ask that even without my belief, that the sun shines for me again, and that I return to being who I was or better than that. I know this will only be possible if I believe, but I am weak.
"Whoever believes always achieves ....", never stop believing in yourself as I do, it is not the best choice.
My transformation process was not easy, as well as any other that puts us in touch with everything that has done us wrong and forgiving. The wounds will never be healed, but I learned not to let that be a burden on my life and not to live in the past, because I don't have the power to change it.
So, take control of who you are, who you want to be and do everything you can to achieve your dreams and goals and prove to everyone who doubted you that you are more than capable and have kindness in your heart. Take love wherever you go and be patient. We learn to live day after day and everything happens for a reason
@KACOSMIC Had a lapse this week after several months. It's been utterly crushing emotionally and felt so disappointed. Reading your post makes me feel a lot better and confident about crushing the slip and working on breaking away from what happened and learning from it. Thank you