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Everything seems to be a trigger. The weather is changing. I started using meth a year ago on September 16th and since then, every day has been a flashback-filled mess. Driving and seeing leaves falling, being cold. Everything is a reminder and I feel that it wont stop until the anniversary of my sobriety, February 16th. Constant déj vu, roads that look too familiar to ones I used to drive down out west. Songs attacking me with memories. The simple act of driving at all. I dont know how to make it stop.
@Wedorecover Hey Wedo, welcome to the community; we are delighted to have you here with us. I really appreciate you opening up to us, and I am proud that you are reaching out for support! I can't imagine what you are going through, but we are here. If you ever need to talk with someone, feel free to reach out to the listeners here. How have you been coping lately?
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