Xans are my only addiction

Xans is definitely the hardest addiction I’ve personally had to overcome and I still have the urges but what I found best to not tempt myself from buying again is cutting ends with all contacts from the people I bought them from, kept reminding myself of all the people I hurt in active addiction and ik it sounds so stupid but whenever I feel the urge I drink BULK herbal tea to make myself sleepy 😂