I have a problem
I am a 27-year-old man, since childhood when I was 8 years old I have had a favorite pillow. I really love the pillow. When I was 14 years old, I had a wet dream. My wet dream, I dreamed of masturbating with the pillow. Ever since I had that dream, when I touch my pillow or think about it I get excited. When I hug the pillow I will be aroused until the mucus comes out. I have no desire to have a girlfriend. I am also not aroused when I see videos or photos related to women's bodies.
I think I'm not normal.
I have lost my lust for women. I lust after my own pillow.
@Galahad3607
I was wondering if there was an experiment that would make you better. You can ask your loved ones around you to prepare an identical pillow. When you see this pillow again, if you don't recognize that this pillow has been repackaged, then you don't like it enough, you don't deserve to continue to love this pillow. If you find out, you will also lose that pillow forever, and you need to face it.
