I don’t know what to ask.?I’m depressed and I just want to end it all.

Have a little patience with both, yourself and the things that surround you. Your mind and body, nature, the fascinating universe we live in, they are all in constant change and movement even when they seem to stagnate. A dark night of the soul is always followed by a wonderful revelation. Just have a little patience with yourself and have trust in your own powers. I'll end by quoting an author that resonates with my personal view: “Upon the dark road you are travelling, do not seek out the light, the illusion, the fallacy and incessant need for all things external. Have no fear, take the darkness as your comfort because you are the light shining in the dark. You just need to find the spark.” ~ LJ Vanier, Ether: Into the Nemesis