I have been battling with depression since a little child , I have had multiple suicide attempts and I just feel it will be more comforting to be dead. Everyone tells me it’s going to be better but ?

This sounds awful! If I'm honest I get fed up of hearing it will get better because there is a chance it won't sadly but I'm sure there is a friend or family member who loves you and would miss you so much. If you think of the impact it would have on them it might stop you from carrying out so strong like this. You are loved so much so just stay where you are now and that he your main focus.