Is it easier to just not live at all?

We don't know what the afterlife is like, but we do know that having the privilege of life is pretty great. Take each day step by step and just focus on trying to get to the next day. Suicide is never a good idea. There are always people you can talk to about life, such as family or a professional. Here is some advice from people in your shoes: There are around 20 survivors of people who jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge. Each one of them wanted to end their life. When they were saved, they all said that the moment they jumped over the rail, they regretted their actions and luckily they got to live another day. Life is very precious and you can never get another chance, so do what you can today before it's too late.