I hate my parents they are the worst. I wanna run away or kill myself?

Parents can be difficult but not impossible ending it is not the solution and running away only creates panic for them. You may need to see a case worker and move you to an environment that you feel safe and happy in

I hear you! I'm an only child from a broken home family, both toxic and narcissistic parents as well! They're the reason why I got so depressed and suicidal since decades ago, still struggling though. If I might say, you really shouldn't kill yourself :( you matters and you're not alone in this. But I encourage you to stay away from your parents as much as possible, if they're not capable to listen to you or understand you the way you should be listened and understood. If they're abusing you, please reach out and get some professional help or friends that you trust. Find some place safer or if possible, live by your own like I'm intended to do this week. But on the other side, if your parents willing to listen to you and hear your thoughts, give them a chance. Try to have a heart-to-heart talk and communicate openly. Do what's best for you in the end, just don't kill yourself okay?