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7Bear7
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I am friends with Tinywhisper11 ! Sending hugs and prayers!❤️

Azurepond is pondering with me! Best friendo puddles! ;)

Poetry has a funny way of meeting us where we are and giving shape to the things we can’t always say out loud. -AzurePond

I was given "shining sparks of diamonds" by - Sparklingdiamonds and they are now cherished






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body vs essence (& update/rambles)
Poetry / by 7Bear7
Last post
 Monday
...See more Bones creak and muscle aches Such a common phrase, to be heard But yet again tonight it rings so true Mind is blank and soul is frayed So unheard and seen, by word and sight Reset systems to default so I may feel whole tonight Not body or essence can stop my faith tonight. That the moon always shines,  The sun always shall rise, And the songs will always be free Not sure what this one is/was but I've been trying for days and been to tired and falling asleep before I can write. . . Anyways my birthday was a couple days ago I'm 20 now yay? Its a bit weird but I has fun.  I also had my first day of lecture classes yesterday, and today was physical practice and it was so tiring my whole body aches T - T  But I am learning so yay Anyways enough rambling about me, yall have a blessed night 🩵
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eh just wrote this
Reading & Writing / by 7Bear7
Last post
 August 21st
...See more (Trigger warning, depressed character  i think that's it for now might add more later) Back here again, always failing  Back here again, eternal disappointment  Back here again, voice horse from misuse Back here again, guilty broken shoulders Back here again, this place i always find Back here again, I swear it's the last time Back here again, please just let - “auHrghhh!” Londin mutters and throws her pen down. Her head falls back over the chair and she just stares at the ceiling. Her eyes wander to cobwebs all along the corners.  “Great, another thing I have to get done. . ." Her voice is so quiet she can barely hear it herself. A dull vibration from the desk draws her attention, her phone. She doesn't have the will or desire to check it but it's a habit by now.  A small notification bubble shows ‘Please come back your animals miss you :(‘ along with a cow icon. “Just another stupid game I still have.” She says with a sigh before clicking on a different icon.  Music comes to life and colors flash across the screen.  ‘I think my favorite scene was something I was adv-’ swipe ‘It looks lik-’  swipe ‘Which one of you wa-’ swipe ‘What if you jumped off a heli-’ swipe ‘I love it when a guy likes his food. It one of the best things coz then he'll always want to eat and cook with you, but not go crazy on the-’ swipe  ‘People will really just say anything for-’ click  She glances at the clock in the corner of her home screen, 1:58, and ignores the dull sensation in her stomach.  “Fine whatever.” She says while standing up. “And I have work in the morning. . .” Her voice cracks from not drinking any water, and she wishes she could just want to cry like a normal person or at least fall asleep quickly tonight. Walking to her dress she throws her shirt and pants on the floor and grabs an oversized black T-shirt. It looks 3-5 sizes to big on her and has a robotic hand holding a rose.  She falls onto her bed and turns her light off through her phone. Reaching around blindly her hand finally grasps a fluffy large object that she squeezes towards her chest. “Thanks Kyle” She murmurs, squishing the plush bat like it could squeak all her rushing thoughts away. 
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Piano keys?
Poetry / by 7Bear7
Last post
 August 4th
...See more Idk just writing while listening to classical music, finally managed to get something out of my head and into the world so I'ma actually post it before I lose it My world is piano keys, black and white the stretch foreve Never ending sounds reverberate about me From gentle strums, to cascading booms The keys flutter and press in undulating patterns Never quite how I expect or the sound I want to hear They float larger than life a sounds sharper than the knife that carved them The notes are belting out loud so loud my whole life shakes from their bass It's a wonder you see these keys of mine, they sound and they shake, and write melodies just for me But it seems to be the end of these glossy white piano keys, It's fate you see, to change instruments, to be, a new life agreed.
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Late night poetic ramble
Poetry / by 7Bear7
Last post
 June 12th
...See more Trigger warning, death, anger, threats?, old English sorta not really is that even a trigger?? Idk How far doest thou branches stretch  How many leaves shall fetter my view of the sky How much longer shall your roots till and devour my soil  How long will you chock and grapple all life upon my hill How long will your monstrous aura last How long will your filth taint my life How long until you die and wither away Go begone from me join the others  Die and root become lessons and nutrition for my grass to grow For soon I shall barely remember you And when you are gone I'll remove all marks I can of you For the only good you are to me now is the succulent nutrition and life your death shall bring  Wrote this in about 5-10 minutes, did zero reread or spell check or grammar check, I am sure it's so very messy but I am sharing cuz tired and I like seeing other people's messy first thought, process, and drafts so why not share one of mine?
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An study in poetries petals
Poetry / by 7Bear7
Last post
 June 5th
...See more "Softly it opens like the scrolls of old  Gentler tho than even old parchment,  Softer than silken sheets made for Queens  Fuller in colour than a young maidens lips Supported by the strong Eiffel Tower  Yet protected still by a warzone's sharp razer wire  It's beauty to great to be held up above So only with pain will anyone deliver it's love Aroma of beauty not even Paris compares All women adore it for days still unheard Men pay gold over life times just to acquire  Sight of its splendor on their wife's window spire" "Hmmm a fitting repose, for life's wonderful Rose  Such a beautiful flower, I could stare at for hours Gentle sight to behold, a gift in the household Yet this student of life fears she won't ever receive that genuine love revealed their softly falling petals" *The book closes softly as her voice fades away, Eyes ache with longing towards a empty vase.* This was me trying to describe a rose with the stereotypical flowery words (the words used to describe flowers) it was sorta an exercise at first to try to have better writing. But then I felt the need to make it sorta a story, a young poet reading her mentors old book of poems  Thank you any one who read it 🩵
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Rough draft, old poem
Poetry / by 7Bear7
Last post
 June 5th
...See more For days I have been walking Haunting steps as I shoulder glass Eyes are droopy, feet numb, arms so shaky  But when I saw a black locust tree Under the moon it's beauty stunned me White flowers shimmer silver under the stars Teary eyes reflect the scene, known only to me Stumbled, shaking, grasping, forth Desperate desire has come to course  To seize this moment's beauty for eternity  Falling, twisting, tumbling down It's decent has a whistling sound My shoulders lighter, my eyes now wide This crystal burden has left my hide Stone road rubs in glass as I kneel But hollow defeat is all I can feel There is no power I have to heal This shattered burden now in my heel I knew a man so long ago, a childs memory so far it's flown An expert craftsman, so wise and known He was my friend so so long ago He gave me the crystal when I was young A foolish boy determined to learn His craft was better than any other Only He can fix my failure  Yet unmoving I still kneel there Memories flood me from then ago His smile and laughter, kindness to my ignorance  He would still accept me, still teach and guide me Lost confusion fills my soul And now I beg and plead and gasp oh please Oh please I want, I need my father Clouds rumble making the stars to tumble They streak and fall and fade away So darkness swallows my fears and day No business left nor life to rest,  just eternal darkness that's now my slumber  This is an older poem I don't remember when I started it and just put some finishing lines in. It probably is obvious where the change is cuz the style probably changed but I don't care just want it out somewhere. Thanks to any who read 🩵
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I was mentioned but can't access?
Site Updates / by 7Bear7
Last post
 May 16th
...See more Not sure if this is the right place to ask but it said questions and answers so if it's not please point me in the right direction Anyone know why it says I was mentioned in a form post but it says "access denied" "you do have access to the requested resource" Pictures below for reference 
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Sunken Valor
Poetry / by 7Bear7
Last post
 April 29th
...See more I wrote this Sunday afternoon, I wanted to refine it and make it presentable and rhymy but didn't, so here a messy story/not quite poem have fun (Trigger warning, drowning, and uhh idk what else) A Cold black sticky expanse pressing her down Ink bubbling hot fills her mouth in a silent scream  Flailing stretching grasping, movements panicked and harsh Silence so loud that not even the cannon booming as her heart could drown out the voices Voices harsher than the weight of the sea's expanse  Darker than even the boiling ink in her mouth Faster still than the panic in her pale limbs Finally she opens her eyes, and sees, truly and fully  At first it's just the pressing colorless expanse  Yet a single moment and she sees a light, clear and bright  Pure, thin, and brilliant white, a string cast just for her She cares not for this abyss anymore, nor for her place in it,  Acceptance of her place, she decides to continue experiencing, no matter how short that may last For just a moment she to be jealous, and reach out for that light if this is to be her last moment, perhaps she can hold just a sparkling ember of that pure light The cold water numbs and her vision starts to fade Warm, hard, tight, yanking, pain hot and loud jolts her back Coughing, spluttering, aching, a cool warmth fills her And she realizes  AIR A swift suck in and a splatter as she coughs out more ink, all the words and feelings she trapped in her chest having boiled out  A gentle breeze caresses over her and the tinkling of armor fades away as she breaths out again  No presence is around for miles, nothing could be as she floats alone in this deep sea A soft sigh escapes as she rests back on a unrecognizable life jacket hugging her soft  Eyes closed and the soft reminiscing sound of tinkling armor makes the voices strength fade Finally a soft unseen smile, not one of happiness or relief, but still real and full.  She opens her eyes staring at the colorfully painted and illuminated sky Peaceful soft orange  Vibrant swirling magenta  And millions of pure white stars fill the sky high above
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