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*Dancing alone with my cat's* Suddenly feels strange presence around* *looks around quietly* *Shocked😲* *wraps self in a magical cloak* *whispers to self …who are this person? 😮* *peeks out slowly 👀*

*Low unsure voice tone - why are you here…? *No response* 

*panics 😣💫* *ducks back inside cloak 😵* *Say myself - Lemme try agn* *deep breath* *tiny voice from inside 🥺* *are you… interested in me…? 💌*

*No response* 

*JUMPS OUT 😣✨ *HEY YOU !!!! DO YOU WANNA KNOW ABOUT ME😣??* 

*whisper to myself - what did i evn just do 😲* *ducks back inside cloak agn 😵* 

 *freezes for a moment* *breath heavy* *Chuckles* *Hahaha!!*

 *Says - Uhm… yeah, I think so…!!

*slowly reveals face * *eyes sparkling 😮✨*

*Unsure voice tone -really…??*

*of course.* *And Hi By the way* 

 *Me n my cat's  gets excited 😃* *Jumping all over* (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

*smiles* 😊 

*Heya !! Not gonna forgive for trespassing my place 😼 but Hey!! come here… 😃🐾* *I’ll tell you everything, *Happy Happy* Err uhm!! Not everything 👀… 💫* 

*Smiles* *Listens* 

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˚ ⋆｡  ˚ ˖   𓂃 ִֶָ ✧　　　˚　　　✦　　　.　　　✧　💌✦  وللْاٰخرة خير لك من الاول 💌 ˚

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Sometimes… I just wanna fade away… even from myself… :)

Maybe dissolve quietly… into dust… where no one notices… 🥀𓂃 ִֶָ ✧　　　˚　　　✦　　　.　　　✧　　　˚　　　✦ 

Hiyaa Sweet Cupser… (⁠◠⁠‿⁠・⁠)⁠—⁠☆

 I’m Ailura The Cat… (⁠=^･ｪ･^=⁠) 🐾 I'm in my Early 20s…!! From Indiaa 😊! Proud Muslim :) 

(Gentle reminder - please don’t start a chat with me if you’re racist :) I’m not comfortable interacting with ya! *Shuu* *Shuu* *get outta here 😝* 

Wait- am i being rude here 👀! Well, that's okay 😜! 

And that's fine if you feel uncomfortable about religion 👀  *I see you 😊* no worries at all, we can still talk if you'd like, as long as you’re respectful 🤗❤️)

Call me Demon Lord if u dare (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) (hehe… not evil tho 👀 just main character energy from Iruma-kun 😌) 

 surviving, growing, evolving… one quiet battle at a time 😣🥀

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💌 My leadership role here in 7cups 😊

  ←_______Community leader _______→ 

    💗 Forum's supporter 

• Positivity and Gratitude.
• Religion and Sprituality.

💗 Part of sharing circle team.

Course:

💗 Community builder.

💗 graduated in 7Cups academy program. (LDP)

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I’ve walked through pain, cruelty, overwhelming storms… 🥀

Yet here I am… still choosing to rise 🌱

Still learning… still healing… still rewriting my own story and most importantly never

Never stopped smiling, hehe 😄 💜

I may look bubbly, loud, nonchalant, alive, playful..!! but deep inside?? I carry silent wars…!! aching memories…!! untold weight…!! I tend not to speak abt it, either i don't like it though ;) i only love to let my playful, fun, lovely, friendly part out 😉!! (Aah, i see whatcha thinkin rn 👀! yeah, i know it's you and this place are non judgemental, it okay to me, people here to support, listen me veny.

I still don't wanna talk about it untill unless if needed. Yeah, yeah... Ik it's okay to share when I am comfortable otherwise not ;) hehe 😅

Wait, do i sound rude agn 😭? uhm, i didn't meant to. Mm.. maybe i did 🤔😂.

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 I never truly felt real bonding… So I taught myself　˚　✦ this: 

Connections don’t stay… People come… people go... Idk how! but yk what? Letting go of people's people's is pretty easy to me despite how much i love or want than to stay and my heart? stays quiet…!! unmoved…!!  I'm quite stronger than you think it doesn't mean I am emotionless 😂👀

Ah!! Ah!! I could see whatcha thinking right now 👀 (⁠@⁠_⁠@⁠) *Pokes eye's* 

Btw... sounds like a Demon Lord, right? *Devils Laugh*😏🖤 

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And i completely accept the fact I am broken

but?

Still… I want to become better 💜

Still searching… still questioning… still diving deep into my own soul…

Looking for answers… to the chaos inside me… to the silence that screams…

Working on self improvement, emotional imbalance, consistency, self esteem (⁠*⁠´⁠︶⁠`⁠*⁠)

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Okayyy enough deep mode 😭✨

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 ( =^.^= )

/ づ💜 づ

Let’s talk abt meee 😄

🐾 CUTE CAT DEMON LORD  🐾

( Uhm… not cute 😤 absolutely terrifying 😣✨)

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💜 I LOVE connecting with people

💫 Deep convos >>> small talk

🌱 Learning new things = my spark

🤍 Genuine hearts = my safe place

If u’re kind! soft! real! I will get clingy 😭💗

🎨 Colours i Adore:

💜 Dark Purple (my soul color)

🖤 Black (my comfort) ;)

🐈 Cats = my entire universe 😭💗

My safe place… my happiness… my everything…

🐾 Animals? I LOVE ALL OF THEM (⁠つ⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)⁠つ Especially Big cat's ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡

Insects are my enemies 🤧 

🕷️ Spider's - final boss ⚠️ We are in eternal war. No peace treaty. Ever. 😭⚔️

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🌲 Forests… hills… quiet places… Anywhere far from humans… feels like home 💚

Call me… Lady Tarzan 😅 

← Anime loverrrrr →

Fav: AOT Fav soul: Eren Yeager, Founder Emir (⁠つ⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)⁠つ (Both were died in the series by the way 😑) 

← Spiritual + Muslim →

Salah = my peace

 Allah = my strength 

Stretch workouts = calm mind + calm body 

Genres i prefer in movies, series!! 

👻 Horror / Fantasy / Sci-fi >>> I love mystery, darkness, unknown worlds!! Yeah, I'm kinda creepy ik 🙈😨 

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💬 Talkative people = my comfort zone

They make life feel softer… warmer… lighter 🫶

I love people who share openly…

who are real… raw… unfiltered…

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I'm super friendly 😄!! Don't forget to say Hi ;)

but please avoid sexual, inappropriate chat's 😤!! 

🐈🐾 

*Hey, hey, hey!!* *Wai wai* *Where re ya goin' 👀" 

*So, you aren't gonna talk to me 😭?*

*By the way, Tataa! I am going to miss you 🤧* 

*Hugs attack (⁠つ⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)⁠つ*