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Relationship Stress / by AliceRndom

July 28th, 2025

...See more TW; abortion discussed I don't really know how to start this, it's just a bit of a petty thing.. my boyfriend and I have been together for a year and have of course discussed a few political views and life views and everything. One thing I don't fully agree with is that he thinks abortion isn't only the woman's decision. Like he thinks that the man, as the father, should have a say too in case he wants to keep the child. I say that the woman needs to carry out the child and even if the man wants to take care of it, what if the woman doesn't want to possibly lose her job and to through the immense pain of birth for a child she doesn't even want? I don't really know what to expect of posting this, but this is a sort of important topic to me and we had this discussion just the other day and it sort of stuck with me. He does agree that in certain situations a woman should be able to abort and it shouldn't be illegal, but he thinks the father has just as much right as the mother. And often when i try to argue, he says he doesn't want to talk about it. This is just a bit of a vent, I guess. Just kind of wanted to scramble my thoughts out.

TW: SH

Depression Support / by AliceRndom

March 4th, 2025

...See more I thought I was doing better lately, but I guess not. My boyfriend helped me get better and I did a lot for myself to get out of the deep hole I had been in, it worked fine, but of course I had small relapses and days where I'd feel bad or just not like myself. However, every time I felt bad my boyfriend would support me, but lately it's just been a burden on him and I feel so sorry. But he's hurting me too with this. He's acting so selfish and different lately that it hurts me too. I don't really know what I want to say, really, but all I know is that we had an argument the other day and I just told him "don't worry, all is fine i'll just pretend so." And since then started pretending like everything is fine. He bought it, for some reason. For some reason he thinks my happiness is real. I've been trying to at least get out of social dates since I really don't have the mental capacity for that, but he said we'll go on a date in the mall next week. I love spending time with him, but that made me cry. I just lately feel like I can't tell him everything anymore and now I'm back to venting online or to my stuffed animals. My thighs burn, too. Yeah I had stopped, but it was too much and now I'm here again. The difference? I didn't tell him. I couldn't tell him because he still thinks everything is fine. He still thinks I'm fine even though I'm really not. But he's been giving me the feeling that I can't talk to him about my problems anymore and now I have nobody again. I'm all alone again with my thoughts and problems and ugh my thighs burn.

Is this toxic?

Relationship Stress / by AliceRndom

November 27th, 2024

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Women's Issues / by AliceRndom

October 30th, 2024

...See more It's 0:24 as I'm writing this. I'm 16 years old and currently lying in bed crying because I can't sleep because my period cramps are too painful. My mother is asleep already and when I told my father I had cramps he proved to not be helpful. He just told me to sleep, put on comfier pants and that's it. I had put on comfier pants already. I dont want to approach my father again because one, I think its embarrassing and two, I don't know what I would say. I don't know if I should ask for painkillers or not. So I'm just lying here, frustrated and crying as I wait for sleep to overcome me. I'm writing this as a sort of distraction and because I just need to share my pain and know that I'm not the only one experiencing this. It hurts like *** and I'd give anything to be a dude right now. I've never had bad period pain, so this is completely new to me and it feels excruciatingly painful. My respect to those who have it far worse, I don't know how y'all still alive. I don't know what else to say other than repeating myself for the third time. I'm tired and in pain and have no access to painkillers, heating pads or tea. I hate this. I respect you and love you all<33

The Sun and The Moon

Reading & Writing / by AliceRndom

October 8th, 2024

...See more "The tale of how the Moon and the Sun loved each other until one of them forget loves worth." "The sun had many friends. She is beloved by all. Everyone rises with her and cherishes her presence. They bask in her light and want to be around her. She's the light of every life." "The Moon had very few friends. People leave once he arrives. He doesn't shine as bright. Nobody basks in his faded light and he is not capable of giving life." "The Moon was jealous of the Sun. Everyone loves her, but despite his own efforts to be like her, nobody loves him. It was a pain to rise every night. He wished he didn't have to compete with someone as great as the sun herself, because even if he wouldn't admit it. He loved her, too." "One day. The Moon didn't rise. Too pained and hurt by the sun's beauty, he abandoned his job in order to heal from his burn wounds." "The Sun got worried. She adores the Moon. Many see him as a pathetic little man, but she knows he's so much more than that. He's everything and nothing at once. She feels unbalanced without him there and is afraid he'll never come back. So she too, abandoned her job to go look for her Moon." "The World around them was close to collapsing. Without the Moon and Sun, everything was chaos. Everyone was panicking, because it was neither bright nor dark." "The Sun settled next to the Moon as soon as she found him, asking him with a voice as softly woven as the sunlights themselves why he's here. He told her everything, said how jealous he is, and how hurt he feels. That he burned himself on jealousy. And in the end, he tells her that he loves her too deeply." "The Sun laughs heartedly and the Moon shrugs in on himself, thinking how she'll laugh at him now for thinking he is entitled to loving someone as perfect as her." "She did laugh, but not out of mock. She cups his cheek and makes him look. Makes him see how they can't exist without each other. How the world is crumbling because they are missing. She tells him that the world needs the Moon too, because just the sun isn't good for much." "In the end, she says she needs him too. The cycle of day and night requires two people, she says. She admits to feeling jealous, too. Seeing the world basked in such an angelic white light, she can't help but feel a little jealous of the beauty that only the Moon makes." "The Moon tears up, crying heavily as he listens to the Sun's words. He can't help himself. How can she feel jealous of him?" "The Sun wipes the tears away, placing a kiss at the corner of his eyes and explains to him, that she, too, loves him deeply." "The Moon would've said he doesn't believe her, but one look in her serene and wide eyes, and he knew that she did not lie one bit. But we will never be together, the Moon says, thinking of their jobs. The cycle they have to follow." "The Sun sighs quietly and nods, explaining that their duty is important, but insisting that that doesn't have to be the end." "The Moon looks at her through hopeful eyes and the Sun embraces him tightly. That's the day, humanity saw their very first eclipse." "The Sun promises the Moon that every year she would give him part of her day for the eclipse to happen. It wouldn't ruin their duty and they'd finally be together." "However, they soon realized how much energy an eclipse costs and that the Moon can not do this every year. He's already weak when he grows smaller during the phases. The Sun shushes her worried lover and says that then, they'll do it every ten years." "Ten years turn into a hundred. A hundred years turn into a thousand. A thousand years turn into a hundred thousand. The Sun can't recall when the last eclipse was, but she knows her Moon is there with her and that he'll never leave her side even if they're not really together."

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