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Alphish
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39 M Married with kids

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MEDS & Relationships
Relationship Stress / by Alphish
Last post
 May 15th
...See more Changed my meds and for a week now on Zoloft. Still kicking slowly but improvement on work and relationship. Not sure how long it will last but I like the way it help specially in the relationship.
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Venting went judging
Anxiety Support / by Alphish
Last post
 May 11th
...See more I was venting to someone at somewhere It turned out against me judging and discriminating Why ppl do that 🔻🥺
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Any-Cheating Solution!
Relationship Stress / by Alphish
Last post
 May 9th
...See more Just wonder, if I made an anti cheating app for couples, could it help to prevent it? Or it gonna be useless ? Once a cheater always a cheater ?
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Lets Tune:->> Your words into songs!
Music & Dance / by Alphish
Last post
 May 9th
...See more Hi All, Just for fun and self treatment. Wrote any lyrics and I will make yiur favorite singer sing it for you .
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Who am I!
Personality Disorders Support / by Alphish
Last post
 May 11th
...See more Sometimes I just freeze and think out of no where . Who am I? Is this real ? what I am doing here ?
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AI Hobbiests - this thread for you
Hobby Zone / by Alphish
Last post
 May 8th
...See more If you are enjoying playing and experimenting with AI and it became your new hobby. tell us about it! What are you making and your thoughts.
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Long Thread - sorry!
50 & Over Community / by Alphish
Last post
 May 8th
...See more From where I should start ! It’s been few days here and it felt home The way I start to be shy talking openly My issue since I was a teenager is being attracted to way older women. 10 years difference or more I know that everyone free but society doesn’t deal with that openly never been money issue but I felt more comfortable I was labeled as nerd since childhood , shy and smart . But was not a playboy who being attractive to girls mu age . I don’t know when I started to developed this feelings , maybe it started when I studied male/female anatomy and developed naughty thoughts about my teacher 👩‍🏫 . Even when I was addicted to porn , that was my preference. I chooses to write here in this community just to know if this still a taboo on society. Or if I have psychological issues . Now I am happily married to same age. But I keep having these thoughts everytime I see a struggle in the relationship. I know myself won’t do anything to hurt my wife but I keep feeling guilty even by thinking or fantasizing about that. I am 39, feeling old inside . Due many reasons. In a parallel universe if I were single still I would choose to be with 55+ These a kind of thoughts drawing me
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My Productivity
Journals & Diaries / by Alphish
Last post
 May 7th
...See more My music now on Spotify and Apple Music . No listeners yet but I am happy I took that step .
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