Long Thread - sorry!
From where I should start !
It’s been few days here and it felt home
The way I start to be shy talking openly
My issue since I was a teenager is being attracted to way older women.
10 years difference or more
I know that everyone free but society doesn’t deal with that openly
never been money issue but I felt more comfortable
I was labeled as nerd since childhood , shy and smart . But was not a playboy who being attractive to girls mu age .
I don’t know when I started to developed this feelings , maybe it started when I studied male/female anatomy and developed naughty thoughts about my teacher 👩🏫 .
Even when I was addicted to porn , that was my preference.
I chooses to write here in this community just to know if this still a taboo on society. Or if I have psychological issues .
Now I am happily married to same age. But I keep having these thoughts everytime I see a struggle in the relationship.
I know myself won’t do anything to hurt my wife but I keep feeling guilty even by thinking or fantasizing about that.
I am 39, feeling old inside . Due many reasons.
In a parallel universe if I were single still I would choose to be with 55+
These a kind of thoughts drawing me
@Alphish
I don't think it's unnatural or unhealthy.
Age is just a number.
And essentially it's about consenting adults.
It can be hard when we are married or in a long term relationship, we can see it maybe getting taken for granted and it's important that we both the effort in to keep it alive 🥰
Age is only a number. A variant in the equations while truth is the only constant .
Thank you for your support.
I believe in that at one of parallel universes there is version of me who are successfully filled that desire.